i just realized that those days that seem to never end just keep coming my way....alas...the tanning bed is becoming my friend and seems to be the only way i can relax...you know...because i like being naked on a bed of lightbulbs....
does anyone ever stop to think that the fairytales that we know as children will probably never come true? That the castles aren't really castles and the knight in shining armor may really just be an average guy? That there are no magic beans or giants? Witches are really bitches and no old woman really lives in a shoe? And did anyone ever stop to...
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fatoperaguy:
It's unavoidable if you want to be sane. Think of why so many great guys are attracted to women with nothing but issues. They want to rescue them. Similarly, great women fall for toads hoping that a kiss will change them. All we really need is to be present in our lives, attentive, conscious.
Who would want to be happy everafter anyway. Music isn't worth listening to unless there is an element of dissonance. It's true. It's right there between B and F.
Who would want to be happy everafter anyway. Music isn't worth listening to unless there is an element of dissonance. It's true. It's right there between B and F.
hey...so i threw a hella huge house party this last weekend...like a hundred people in my tiny townhouse...lol...it was pretty cool...i did some bartending...i was really surprised with how many guys tried to hit on me...lol...but of course they were toasted..lol...well..i need to get some sleep...i will try to update more...i promise....
tantaros420:
hay everybody needs to cut loose sometimes
hay everybody needs to cut loose sometimes hey all...sorry for not updating....school has started...i moved into a new place....life is alright....i'm changing my major to nursing i think...overall i don't really know what s going on...but nothing too bad is happening....
superstarcsb:
Damn. You need to tell me next time you're gonna get drunk!
perfectly_flawed:
Hmmm, nursing?? get ready for the ride of your life.. lol.. I'm currently trying to get accepted to a nursind program.. It's lovely though.. gotta have a strong stomach.. get ready for the blood, piss, vomit and shit.. It's fucking lovely my darling..
alrighty...finals are done...only 2 more days of work before the kiddies get their winter break....
did the midnight sledding thing last night....doing the bowling thing tonight...should be a good time...
as for now...curling up in my warm bed and taking a nap....
did the midnight sledding thing last night....doing the bowling thing tonight...should be a good time...
as for now...curling up in my warm bed and taking a nap....
superstarcsb:
hey you! just wanted to see how you were doing since you haven't updated in a while. *hugs*
ah...finals....5 down...6 to go.....
perfectly_flawed:
Good luck with those damn things..
superstarcsb:
Best of luck to ya!!
so i was watching this show today and there was a plus sized model....we wear all the same size stuff...so i guess i'm plus sized...and i know im curvy and i know that i have muscle...and its a plus but i like to think i'm about average....why is it that "normal" sized people are a size 3 or below...hell jlo is a size 3 jean......
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superstarcsb:
That we are. I just hate the way that mainstream or whatever looks at people. To look "normal", I guess you gotta throw up everyday and eat a leaf of lettuce. But anyway, the girl I hope to get back with someday, she's a "plus-size" girl, but that doesn't faze me one bit. But I don't think we'll ever be, so I just gotta go out and have fun for now and not let life pass me by. I'm going off now, but yes, we are one big mess of a little bit of everything.
perfectly_flawed:
Yeah I thought you got the word on the street.. pucking is cool.. Yeah right.. Sorry I enjoy my food too much.. I rather be thik any day.. At the end of the day all you have is yourself. If you are pleased with the way you look that is all that matters.. Fuck everyone else..
where have all the good guys my age gone?... each time i find one...turns out they just want to use me as a tool in their little world and then get rid of me again...i'm getting really tired of all this....i'm done....i give up....i surrender....
superstarcsb:
i'm right here! *smiles*
whoa...where did my finals come from?...i remember starting the semester and i remember the last few days...but theres this whole chunk of time that i just can't remember when happened...weird....
i fell behind in my classes this semester....i've got to kick it up a notch during finals....and then another notch next semester so my suckiness is only so so and not complete.....
i fell behind in my classes this semester....i've got to kick it up a notch during finals....and then another notch next semester so my suckiness is only so so and not complete.....
hey all...sorry i'm so bad at updating...well yeah...just 2 more weeks of school before i get a month off from it...but alas i do have to work during that month...which isn't horrible....i'll still get to sleep a ton and watch a ton of movies...which is what i've been wanting to do for a while... so yeah...thats about it...nothing new to post really...just thought i would...
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superstarcsb:
Wait where you workin? I'm workin at hy-vee (blah) full time, hoping to start back with school at jccc. i'm a little tipsy right now so yeah...hope to see ya sometime!
superstarcsb:
I'm at the one on Clinton parkway and kasold. I work today and tues 11am-8pm. I feel like total shit but I'm still gonna try to go...
boys are so fucking dumb. i'm sorry i'm not as immature as most people my age and i didn't think to mention that i'm not 22 when i met you because throwing my age out there isn't something i do first. but really i'm so immature that you thought i was atleast 21 if not 22 for a few weeks. If either of us is...
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superstarcsb:
Friends at LHS? Ha...but yeah I dunno. I just hung out with Jaimie cuz she was the only one that would hang out with me (Oller). Other than that, I was basically on my own. Maybe it's my intense shyness.
perfectly_flawed:
Hey, Lil' mama, how are you doing??
AHHHH!!! what a crazy week this has been!!!! its only monday but i'm still feeling the effects from this weekend....boy oh boy...the slumber party was hot and i totally got new pasties so hopefully i'll wear them when i get around to taking more pictures!!!! yeah!!! 
superstarcsb:
Awesome. Hey I cleaned my house so I should have a party. Oh and pasties?! Um wow.
perfectly_flawed:
Just wanted to say HI, How goes it?