okay . . . so i got another hour of sleep and found out my grammy is in the hospital so now we have to drive up to temecula to check on her. tell me why old people have to start breaking down and requiring upgrades . . . its unfair because they mean a lot to us younger people and what do we do w/out them and all the stress their lack of well being brings us. ugh . . . the drs better fix her because i dont know what i am going to do w/out her. she means the world to me and i failed so miserably because i never became the person she hoped i would be. i dont even have a great-grandchild for her. all i can do i guess is apologize to her...