kungfury

Hey there everyone and welcome to my in general blog. Where I just talk what's on my mind and just about me/my life in general.

So this going to be me speaking out on a few things on here. I do want to say thank you as always Suicide Girls & all the awesome mates on here. Yous are the best. Cause if it wasn't for all of yous. I would be offline fully and be in such a bad shape. Honestly the feedback and love yous have giving me in these last 3 and a half years in joining this site in December 2017 has been a life saver and I do mean it. Since I was struggling with leaving my social care service for mistreating me & my personal Facebook being cyberbullied on there that my folks were concerned for me. Since I was not talking much and never happy. Like there was no energy. Was a loner and struggled get up, eat too much, indoors too much, etc. And it is still a battle to this day. But since I saw my favourite models on here going thru the same issues too with mental health & online bullying. That's when I started supporting them and got a lot of awesome results. Made mates for life here and can't thank yous enough.

Everyday is a new day and I'm thankful for every breath I take as POD will sing. So I have been getting better. Mixing things up. And I'm always going to talk about mental health as well as my own. Have been since I have started here. Nothing's changed. I do say I hope your doing ok a lot to the models, photographers and members cause I care. These days, it's rough. So I'm always happy to see others happy. Like the other day. My best mate just got married. I'm so happy for him and his new wife. I'm sure Kiki is happy too since she's a good dog. Also even going on to the livestreams here and chat to @evoke @helenarae @joymermaid @julha and a wee chat with @paigerose made my day too. It maybe small but having a top convo does help me as I'm sure it has with them. I know I'm not usually the most active person as I used to with blogs but I have been more active on here since I do rely on here since I don't like the other sites. I do like the Instagram fan account that I've made for the models & photographers. And do have great convos there too.

If it wasn't for the online friendships and helping out the models/photographers on this site whenever I can. I don't where I'll be. And I'm glad I haven't. Cause usually I'm directionless and don't know what to do with my life. Since I'm usually on my own, so I self learned a lot on my own. Like the blogs.

Just like Twitch, which I wanted to talk about for a while now and what happened to me in one of my livestreams is my breaking point. So I really wanted to get this off my chest. First and foremost, I'm not leaving the site. I have had good streams. Mostly my Original Xbox Collection show off live chat.

As you see @evoke joined me in that one and it was a good time. I do have good streams and usually @tripodski @peachynorth @missjcristina @phianixx and that show up on in my live chats too. And I'm grateful.

Sadly a lot of times in my live chats I don't get viewers. Even though I have promote my streams but it is hard work. Unfortunately not all of my streams have been good. Some are bad. Like for example I was doing a mental health chat and there was this user who was glamourizing drug use & how cool it is. I keep saying I don't appreciate you keep saying that and you should get help. It was a bit crazy but kick that person off cause no matter what I was saying, it was going over their head.

Also since I had a fall out with a moderator. I have been unfairly banned to join other twitch streams. So I'm more on my own streams. It's unfortunate but I have dealt with internet drama a lot of times before. The best thing I can do is do my own thing and I think my Twitch took a hit from it maybe. It is unfortunate that it happened like my past online drama. I always do my best to avoid drama and fallouts but it happens. I do my best, even though I struggle with my mental health too and also I have ASD. So I'm usually sensitive & emotional anyway cause I'm on the spectrum. But I try to not make it an excuse that. I know I have made mistakes and I always do my best to own up to it. Sometimes apologising on things that were not my fault but I do it to avoid any drama & fallouts. Being the better man you know but sometimes others don't think that way. That's why theirs two missing Appreciation Blogs in that blog series since I fell out with those models. Even though I wish it wasn't the case but I thought it was best to take those two blogs down and move on. And that's what I did to that moderator. I left them alone, let him do this thing. Like I have with people I have fallen out with. Left them alone. But I do talk about it since I do think it's important for my mental health improvement and learn from that you know. If anything, it made me better. So that old saying "Everything happens for a reason" it does. I think I needed those fallouts to learn about more about my emotions and keep getting better. That's how you improve is knowing it and face it. Instead of running away from it cause it will catch up. Hints why there's a lot of "Speaking Out" stuff online. Cause it is catching up to the ones that think moving on is best. No it will catch up with you eventually. I think it is important to face the music and face it. Learn from past mistake for a better tomorrow right? So that's what I've learnt so far and I am still learning in this crazy life lol.

But that's not what got me unhappy with Twitch. Like I said I have learn to just improve on it and keep going. No what got me down was the other day. I think most who follow me know why. I was talking to this fella on my Live Chat and basically said I should check out this video. Which is called "Sabaton Remix 2021" which I thought was a playlist video of the Swedish Battle Metal band Sabaton. Thought, ok I'll check it out. Turn out I was mislead to something else that totally shocked me. It was actually a video of a innocent Camel, getting killed by a group of Indians. It gets graphic. Basically I don't want to go into detail cause it was probably the goriest disgusting video I've seen. And I have watched horror films & some documentaries that are gory. But this was on a different level of disturbing since the people were loving it, it was awful. I was speechless and the moron thought it was funny. It was not, it was sick. So I ended the live chat then. And I'm thinking of taking a hiatus from Twitch. I did watched @ivylina stream the next day to get my mind off it. But no it is still in my head. Now I understand why a lot of people are turning vegan. It was awful. So that's why I'm a bit unhappy about Twitch atm. It was a breaking point. But I'm not quitting. I do remember the good streams I have and will continue. Just need a break from it. Since I do love to support fellow streamer who are apart of the SG community. Like with @missjcristina @midnightpoison @ivylina @phianixx @haub etc, yous should check out their Twitch channels if yous haven't.

So yeah it was a rough time on my Twitch recently and can't thank all the people who talk to me about it. Like @blaizee @helenjade etc I'm grateful to yous.

I mean I love all of yous, wish every site online was as positive, understanding and accepting as this site. This is why I do say, yous are the best cause it is true. The feedbacks I get do cheer me up. Even that shoutout from Evoke on Instagram was awesome. Like no one has to do that. But yous do that anyway. You choose to talk to me, follow me, write blogs about me, like my blogs, read my blogs, form a friendship with me, etc. You choose to do that and I love all of yous. Seriously, thank yous. That's why I leave my replies to my comments on my blogs on your page cause it does mean so much. I am loyal to a lot of yous, like this site. Hints why I'm around. Supporting, blogging and talking to all of yous. Even if it's just about OnlyFans these days, I don't mind. I understand since sex work is work and you want to get paid, totally understandable. Like yous understand me why my bank blocked payment on the site, which resulted me to just follow free accounts. But I'm still there. Cause hopefully one day I'll be back on my usual subscriptions & just enjoy being apart of their OnlyFans, which leaving gif comments cause I always have my sense of humour lol. Also the convos I had there and seeing their livestreams & support their content. Cause I know it is a lot of work to put into the content they do. I know it's explicit content but their is hard work into it. And think they deserve to be with respect cause it can't be easy being exposed like that to strangers online you know. But I think they do great content and every model is different. Some are softcore like @evoke @keshia @zoemarie etc then ones like @haub @phianixx @amortentia @paigerose @raphaelite etc that are more explicit. There's something for everyone and I think if it helps the models, more to them. I just want them to be happy and safe. Since the online world can be dark place sometimes.

I've been watching a lot of the dark stories on Youtube and online does get crazy alright and that is exactly I do my part to help out. I care and want everyone to be careful you know. Nothing wrong having a fetish & a kink but remember that SW/Models have their lines you know. Best to respect that and know that they have lives, families, friends, other jobs, partners, kids, etc they are focusing on too. But I know I don't have to tell yous here that since yous are all awesome. And also the models, photographers, staff and other members said it better than me.

Yous should watch of those videos on youtube about the dark internet stories. It's very interesting stuff. And don't worry I'm not misleading you. Just look up "rickrolled" on youtube and the footage is shocking I should warm you......no only kidding haha. But seriously type in Internet Mysterious, it is interesting. Let me know if you do cause I usually watch how fuck up these online stories get. That's why I am always about online safely. But I don't have to tell yous that. Yous are very smart people.

So yeah I'm a bit down but will get better. Least the blogs keep me busy as well as my Instagram fan account. Btw I'm back on Twitter. It's more an in general account. Link is in my bio. Also just taking an offline day or two helps. Gaming a lot and also my walks too. Even though I haven't had a walk all week but be resuming that. I have forever resume playing golf so be doing a lot more of that. You know what will be cool? Having the PS5. Wish I had one. Love to get the new Ratchet & Clank game, looks sooo awesome. Also I do hear Returnal is awesome. So love to get one. One day lol.

So yeah I am thankful for keep writing up blogs for yous to enjoy and be more on the way. I am planning to do two new blog series. One I got an idea from watching @ivylina and thought, I'm doing that. It will be called "Fury's Fantasy Story" which I make up a fictional story of my favourite model and be really fun to do. Since everyone knows my sense of humour but it'll be fun. Also another blog series idea I have is "Fury's Non SG Spotlight" which is about a non SG model and give her a spotlight. I'm not 100% on it though, like I said. It is an idea I have. Or maybe do a "Photography Spotlight" blog series for the photographers on this site. I always have ideas. Let me know what you think of them.

So yeah anyway I think that's my In General blog done and dusted. Thank you for reading. It does mean a lot and hope yous are doing ok. I know I'm not the only one feeling a bit low so you're not alone. More blogs are on the way. Including a FSS blog, try to be on my blogs often since I do enjoy them like a lot of yous do. So got Q&As to tag me in for me to do my blog on it, tag me. It's free lol.

So yeah look out for FSS blog number 46 very soon. Also follow my Instagram fan account for my MCM/WCW picks & that. No pressure. Also Twitter too, again all in my profile in the links.

Anyway thank for reading and checking this out peeps, yous are the best. Until the next blog this is Kevin aka KungFury saying take care, much love and

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