Hey there everyone, hope yous are doing good and yous are all well. Welcome to my In General where I just chat to yous about basically much stuff in general about myself & my life.
So my life right now has been really good these days. Even though I don't see barely anyone but I'm still keeping busy and still chatting away, even if it's online to a lot of yous. I am grateful that I am chatting to many of yous. I know it is the same for a lot of yous. So I'm always happy chatting to yous all. Whatever if it's on my fan account & here. It does mean a lot. Especially since I don't go on OnlyFans much due to my bank blocking payments on the site that I mentioned months ago. I do miss the pages I usually sub to and chat to on there. Like @evoke @tink @sammiii @rubyalexia @phianixx @nolajean @hex etc. But everyone has been very understanding and I can't thank all of yous enough. I do think everyone who is reading this, should sub to their pages. Such a shame since there's other pages I love to sub to and check out. Like @arachnie @penny @diamant @rare @olgakulaga etc. But unfortunately I can't due to my bank. But still supporting yous all on here with my blogs and of course my fan page on Instagram.
I just want to thank everyone that has followed me on there as well as here. I'm 1K on Instagram. And I'm 440 followers here. I can't thank all of yous enough for supporting me and being mates of mine. It's pretty cool. And of course there is zero pressure in following me or anything like that. I know a lot of yous are busy people and all. I actually get messages saying that they forget to follow me and so on. Don't worry about it at all ladies & gents. It's cool, still love yous all lol. But yeah I am grateful to all that have been following me, shouting me out, liking and commenting on my blogs/post. Over the years I'm used to never getting any replies or a following. It was like that on my personal Facebook account ages ago, I left FB a long while ago due to being cyberbullied a few times. Even one time getting a death threat from a ex friend of an ex friend. And left. When I actually joined here in November 2017. For a while I don't know why I joined. I mean yeah I'm a fan of Alt Glamour Models but I had no clue. I saw that you can write blogs and there you go. Kinda just done that. When I left Facebook around 2018. I thought I'll leave here too. I remember a lot of the models I did support at the time. Like models I used to support like @reallifepirate @snitches and the ones I am still supporting like @blaizee @cherrylowe etc all saying that they will miss me and even personally said that I was going to be fully missed due to losing a lot of conference on being online. I was close to be offline for good cause I wasn't having a good online experience at the time and in Dec 19/Jan 2020. Same thing but I think it was my fault all of that and I am sorry on my part on all of that.
I have improved sooooo much since then. And I think it is cause I decided to stay after I talk to @xheartswornx & got inspired by his blogs on here. He wrote these awesome blogs about the models and photographers here & I decided to do my own blogs showing appreciation & support to the models and photographers on this great site. Nearly a good 3 years of me writing up my blogs on here after almost quitting and I ain't leaving at all. If it wasn't for this place and the awesome people I have made mates with. I wouldn't be here improved mentally as I am now. I know I have made mistakes and fucked up things. But I do own up to my mistakes and become better for it. Think people need to realise that people do make mistakes and fuck up. Also people can get emotional & may block you or not talk to you again. But don't let it get you down. Sometimes those things happen and it's always best to take that mistake & improved on that. I know I have. Since I have been active with my blogs and on my fan account. I make sure not to get online drama get to me since I know it isn't towards myself. I just stick to what I do and that is blog & post about my favourite models & help them out with support & promotion.
I think it not only helped with my mental health but I think also theirs a bit. Since they know they can chat to me. They can trust me and their safe with me. I'm just an harmless guy with ASD after all. And I know they know that since they chat to me and know how hard I work.
I do love that I hear how much I have helped them and hearing comments like "If I turn pink, your one of the reasons why it happened" like from @victoriaboness for example. I hear the nicest things ever on my blogs, my DMs and so on. And it does make me weep a bit. Like when I posted the Appreciation Blog of @olgakulaga on her birthday. She send me a big thank you DM and she was weeping for joy that I would do that for her. It is always a pleasure to write blogs that cheer my favourites up. Since I know it has been a rough year or so with the lockdown. I'm feeling it too, hints why I am blogging more than ever cause I do want to keep busy and support yous all.
From my blogging career here I have beginning to get into more into photography and always love how well shot the sets are on here from the likes of my favourite photographers like @tripodski @niallpatterson @chinaski @autumnsky @coolicio @thimeow @leemalee @whiskeyshotz @valo etc. It is getting me interested in photography myself.
So I do have a goal. It is photography. Even though I am not saying I'll do Alt Modelling photography but never say never. I have been getting more into nature landscape photography. Especially since I love my walks as everyone who know me knows I love going for big walks. I only shot on my iphone atm but I have shot a few good shots of places in my walks like these.....
Those are just examples of my handiwork. I did no bad, especially on my iphone. Some of those pictures where from my walk at Barr. Which is a village at the South West part in Scotland. As you see it's breathtaking there. So peaceful too. I enjoy being around places like that, here I can relax and enjoy walking in such an easygoing place. I'm more comfort there than in cities, towns, nightclubs, etc due to my social anxieties. But I don't have any when I'm at places like that. My walks & doing photography out in my walks is one of the reasons why I'm doing good. I'm feel good cause I have been doing that.
I have been going out walks sometimes with my Dad & soon be back out golfing too. And also sometimes with my best mate, along with Kiki the rescue dog. Who's my mate's dog. I wish I own a dog but luckily I do see Kiki often now...
Yeah she's like me and my mate. Camera shy as fuck haha. Also like my Metallica Master Of Puppets long sleeve shirt? One of my favourites. So rad lol.
Yeah so been busy with walks a lot when I'm not blogging or running my Instagram fan page. As most of yous know I am a home cook. Self taught for years too. Also I photo my dishes as well. Here's my recent dish. Spaghetti Carbonara.....
Yeah I've been cooking for a good over ten years now. Usually my dishes are Italian, Asian and pastas basically. I also bake too. I do make a mean Carrot Cake too. Don't worry I can cook Vegan dishes and bakes too. My best mate above btw is vegan & is a fan of my food creations.
So I do keep active in this last year or so. Even on my Twitch too. Showing off my video game collections. One at a time of course. Since going though all of it will take days. But it's all there.
Feel free to follow me there. See if you follow me. You do get notified when I am on live. Also as you see I'm close to being an Affiliate on there. Not bad for someone who is doing live chats there lol. I like to thank @phianixx @reuben @missjcristina @poshallen @evoke @kittenblue @charmed @tripodski @soraiya @peachynorth and @therustycheez for following me on there. As well as others too. It does mean a lot and just thank you. I know I need to do better with promoting my Twitch. Maybe create a Twitter account for just my Twitch only, to promote it. Like many do with theirs.
I will do video game live streams too soon. I'm thinking Borderlands 3 since I always wanted to fully play that game or something else. I am still learning about it and it is another path open to me.
Like getting into photography. Now I'm not saying I'll do photography on sets here. Unless my model mates are up for it. Again there's zero pressure. I think I'm nervous in doing it tbh. But I'm sure once I use to getting out & about more since I don't travel on my own usually or at all. I have travelled on Trains before on my own to go to Glasgow to see my brother but that's really it. Think it's cause after college I have been a long time shut in and never out of the house for a few years. So I'm still a bit not confident yet. I know a few I have talk about me getting into photography like to see me shot sets in the future. I'm not ruling it out, it is really up to the models really. I know there's more to it and a lot of work. Hints why I'm talking about traveling. Cause yeah it would be cool to help out models by being a photographer on their sets.
Especially the Scottish side of SG. I mean there is some Scottish models on here who don't have a photographer on SG nearby so maybe. Never say never but I don't have expectations it will happen. But I have said that my blogs wouldn't be on Front Page. So leave that there.
But my goal is, if it happens is like my blogs & my fan accounts here. Build that circle of trust and they can rely on me. And I know a lot do trust me & I thank yous. Also It would be cool shooting cosplay sets. I can finally shoot Resident Evil cosplays lol. But it'll be probably be anime cosplays, which I can shot too.
But I really love doing photography in my walks around nature. That's what I love to do. Just being out there, in the peaceful atmosphere. That's what I really want to do. TBH I'm happy writing my usual blog series and running my Instagram fan account. Supporting the Alt Models. Never say never.
I do love helping out the models here. Yous are all great and wonderful people. And happy a lot of yous are good mates of mine. Whatever if your @asxna @chroi @gnomi @brizelll @marlene @kitsu @ladyfirefox @midnightpoison @julha @joymermaid @babu @svetlanna @sophiestonem @elorafawn @nerwen @meerkat_ @bluenicorn @mariajupiter or the others that I have tagged. I do enjoy supporting all of yous & will continue to do so.
So yeah that's what's been on my mind. Besides needing to finish up Persona 5 Strikers and finish the arrowverse shows current seasons I'm watching. I want to go back to watching Supernatural again lol. And also need to get all of the PS3, PSP & PS Vita games. Since Sony is shutting down the PSN stores on those consoles. Hate the video game industry sometimes, run by a bunch of wankers isn't it. Like come on. One of my favourite youtubers I watch a lot. His name is YongYea. And he covers video game news while giving his opinion. And I agree with all of his opinions.
Part 1 (11 minutes long)
Part 2 (11 minutes long also)
So he tells it better than I can. Definitely check him out for video game news. Probably one of the only video game channels I've sub to. Since I don't like a lot on Youtube these days. But I do enjoy his work. Along with MetalJesusRocks. Which is a channel where he shows off games in his collection and he is a video game collector & it's great guide videos too. Especially for overlooked games, there's a bunch. Like I mention in my Twitch streams since I have a few. Definitely recommended. So that's why I'm going to get classic PS3 games and that. Wish me luck on that since their getting deer lol.
Anyway onto upcoming blogs to finish up this In General blog. I am going to do a big Appreciation Blog next. A model/photographer/staff is my next one. Don't guess it, you'll see who eventually. After that, it's my next FSS blog. So if yous missed out on those blogs. Check them out below......
Fury's Recent Blogs
Hopeful Highlight blog #19 @alexabstract
All of my Hopeful Highlight blogs
FSS Blog #44 (Featuring sets from @mimo @luie @arachnie @jupiter @milenci and classic sets from @blaizee & @evoke)
Appreciation Blog #20 @olgakulaga
Appreciation Blog #19 @marlene
So that's this In General blog done and dusted. I hope yous all like it and thank you for reading. It does mean a lot to me. Don't be afraid to chat to me, follow me and that but zero pressure in doing so. But thank you for checking this blog out all the same.
Yous are the best. So til the next blog this is Kevin aka KungFury saying take care, much love and RIP PSN Stores for the PS3, PS Vita and PSP. 😞
@missy @rambo @sean @penny @eirenne @lust @lemon @yessybear @mickey
