Hello there peeps, welcome to a joint blog today. Since I haven't done a In General Blog in a while and I'm getting nominated for Q&A blogs a lot. I thought I'll join the two.
I hope yous are doing ok. Especially since the last few days, on social media especially (Where else?) is very heavy and sensitive. Of course I'm doing my best with my fan account on Instagram with my post/stories. It is a lot of things to bear in and I do understand why. But also I'm always having great convos & supporting Alt Models there. So I hope I've cheered many up with my post and stories there. I do work my butt off on that fan account. But sometimes it gets a bit overbearing but I still push thru. Since I do love helping out the models. I mean my recent post was congratulating @sierhaus @marlene @gloom @rubyalexia @skies @mist @milenci @nikitaray @siko @shameless @nesty as well as @kettle on their Set Of The Day achievements. Also my WCW post for @joymermaid was a success. It did started a good week with me celebrating Women's Day on my fan account. And yeah it's hard work but I do like to work. I'm proud of how successful my fan account on Instagram is. Over 1K followers? Still can't believe it. I always do my best and hopefully it has helped out. Especially in these troubled times. I can only do my best. Think I've done well on that. I mean look at the results, must be doing something right. I am happy that has helped many people and I do my best to keep it drama free. It's a safe place, just like myself. I'm as harmless as one of the pieces of fruit in your kitchen you know. And I know a lot of yous know that.
Just remember to not pressure yourself guys and gals. If online gets too much, take a break and take it easy. I do get message saying to me sorry if I don't reply, haven't followed you or stuff like that. It's ok folks, I know your busy and tbh I don't blame you being offline. It does get very negative doesn't it. I feel like that too. Usually cause other males are such arseholes. I know and get it. I don't to say not all men but I know most yous know me and other good males on here. And know that we care about you ladies & want yous to be safe and happy. Well this guy does. That's why I do the blogs series I do and run a Alt Model fan account on Instagram. Cause I saw a lot of this stuff online back in 2017/2018 time. In fact I always saw how awful people are of models and females in general online. Made me sick since I have been growing up with female mates & getting the best help for my mental health in my life from females. And since doing the blogs & supporting Alt Models. A lot of them have become good mates. So seeing the stuff in the last few days just make me feel a bit down. Even though I know it's not towards me. Still feel awful that there are guys out there that do that. I hate those men.
Those men make us males look bad and it's awful that it has. I have always been upfront with how males treat other females. I remember one time one of the guys I was with in a White Water Rafting trip I was at years ago. Was being such a cocky wee shit. Basically being like Jay from Inbetweeners. Claiming a lot of things. One of them was how many babes he had sex with, in his words. We listened to this asshole throughout the trip and the kicker is, there was 3 guys on this trip. I was one, that moron was one and another guy who has a quiet type. Then there's like 9 females on the trip. No joke. It was uncomfortable. I told him off a few times about it. But he kept going and going. Then I push him since I was getting pissed off, not proud of it and I was 19 at the time. Then we had a fight. Since I was so sick of him basically treating the women in my trip like shit. And it was one of the only times I saw a guy treat a women badly in front of me. Also I dumped ex mates of mine who openly cheated on his girlfriend. Since I said I don't want to be around people like that. And I've actually helped her instead.
So I have seen it for myself ladies and took action. Believe it or not, it is true. I'm lucky that me and my other male mates are cool easygoing lads. Tbh all we talk about is video games, films, music, joking around and being silly lol. When there's a female in our group, she joins in cause that's the kind of people we are. I know I am that. You know my convos is like with the models? same stuff. In fact the only time I talk about the alt model stuff to them is about SOTD. Either you should be SOTD or congrats on getting SOTD. That type of stuff.
I'm lucky that I have made such awesome mates on here and within the Alt Model community. I do mean well and they know it.
So yeah seeing all that stuff online I just feel bad and yous ladies know you can talk to me. I got your backs. And I do wish all of yous nothing but the best.
Luckily my personal life has been going well. I've been going on a lot of walks with either my best mate or my Dad. It definitely has helped me cope along with what I do online. I've been going on big walks lately. Especially down in Croy Beach in Scotland. I walk there and then up in Culzean Castle, around the pond there and back. It is 5.5 miles that walk. And sometimes I go for another 2/3 mile walk afterwards with my best mate. Since he's been getting into the habit since he's been taking his new dog for a walk. It's a she and her name is Kiki. I have talked about Kiki in one of my past In General blog. She is a rescue dog that my best mate adopted. And she had high anxiety when she first met me. Always running away from me but I know since my mate told me. But I was patient and took my time. But she is a lot better now and she is jumping on me. Always excited to see me. It does brighten my day tbh. Especially since Kiki has gotten thru a lot of abuse by her former owners in Hungary. So it's great seeing her happy. Even suggested to my best mate to do a instagram page for Kiki. Since I know my SG mates @missjcristina @blaizee @peachie_ etc do the same for their dogs. So be cool if there was a page for wee Kiki.
That's Kiki right there, so adorable.
Yeah she's been awesome in my walks with me and my best mate now. So yeah I thought this was cool to share since it's one of the reasons why I am enjoying my walks and how it has helped me out personally. Since I still can't see many of my mates & family since Scotland is still in lockdown so it's hard to cope at times but I'm managing like a lot of yous are.
Good thing is that I have keep myself busy with the walks. Also I'm cooking up a lot of things and I will post my dishes in the Food & Drinks group here. Probably my favourite group on SG along with Silliness. Since it's good to have a joke about. But I'm more on my blogs than the groups since I don't have much free time since I'm writing blogs like this, fan account, cooking, baking, walking and when I do have free time. I'm offline either gaming or watching the Arrowverse shows atm. I'm playing Persona 5 Strikers atm. So been keeping myself stay in a positive mindset. Since I have struggled. Was even thinking about having a break from all of it cause I do hate how divided online is and how it's created a lot of negativity within a lot of people you know. But I know there's yous awesome people here on SG that I am good mates with. Who actually care about me as I am with yourself.
I know I have said out of context stuff in the past due being emotional. And typing some of the parts in this blog is hard. Even shaking since I do get scared about being taking the wrong way cause I am anxious a lot about that still. But I think it is important to talk about what's on your mind to anyone willing to listen and read what you have to say and yous definitely do that for me. As I am with all of yous. My DMs is open, no pressure at all. I know it is been heavy and busy in your lives. But doing the best as yous can is doing it right. Let's just say, yous are awesome and wish a lot of yous are in my personal life. Saying to be stop worrying and don't beat yourself up. Since it is a habit, you'll see in the Q&A part.
Speaking of. I think it is time to do the Q&As. I have been nominated by awesome ppl like @victoriaboness @charmed @lorry @julha @diddy_dave_uk @arroezze @chroi and others to do Q&A. Sometimes I lost count cause my notification box explodes a lot on here. So it really is hard to keep track. But I do my best to do the Q&As cause I do enjoy writing them down and I know people want to know more about me. So don't be afraid. I do it later since I'm working on other blogs. Not bad from someone who doesn't get paid lol jk.
So here's the first one......
Q&A Number 1
1: I'm a virgin by choice. Yeah believe it or not, I was ordered a one night stand by a random lassie in a nightclub one time. I was with my brother and our mates years old. We went to see a local MMA card in Glasgow. And we went to a nightclub. I was a bit drunk and started dancing with random ladies in the club and that, you know but still being my shy introvert self. And one of them said you fancy a one night stand. A lot of guys would stop on that boat. Since she was beautiful but I didn't know her and know she was dead drunk. I was getting less drunk as the night went on since I wasn't much of a drinker. Said no your alright. I save myself for that miss right. Someone I can get along first and build trust. I don't jump in the bed just like that. I always hate that mentality you know. So I have been saving myself for the right woman. But there was opportunities but I knew it's wrong. I haven't told anyone about that story. So yous are the first to know that. You deserve it since yous guys are the best.
2: From 2005 to 2009 I've been a shut in/hermit after my rough spell in College. Even had a spell of having suicidal thoughts. Self harmed too by hitting myself and not eating much. Yeah I was in bad shape after college. So much so I got help from social care and got me support workers to take me out. I realised that I got anxiety cause I keep getting blackouts and nightmares. But I'm happy that I have made a big recovery and continuing to do so.
3: Something less depression lol. I have a solid collection of video games, lads mags, CDs, Blu Rays and Alt Model calendars. Which I'll show off in a future blog.
4: I have only been to three gigs. One is my Uncle's band in a local pub in my town. I saw The Gaslight Anthem live and I saw You Me At Six live too. I have never been to a festival like Slam Dunk, Warped Tour, Download, Bloodstock, etc.
5: I have done plenty of sports. Played Football (Soccer), Skiing, Swimming, Skateboarding, BMX, etc. Even won a few medals in Swimming and was advancing my Skiing too, was working up to level 3. But it just stopped.
6: I have been to Spain a few times, Turkey once, Cyprus twice, France once, England a few times and Wales once. I love to go to Japan, Australia, Brazil, France again, Russia, Sweden, Canada, USA (California to be specific) and Ireland. There's a few, love to travel and see the world. Also another fact about me, I love to get into photography. One of my personal goals of mine since writing blogs about models & photography. Kinda makes me want to get into the game. Talk about it with @tripodski so who knows. I may do photography for one of yous models, but who knows. That's all up to yous. But I want to get experience and get use to getting out & about more for that to happen. Besides I'm too skint lol.
So that's 6 random facts about yours truly there. I hope yous are enjoying these so far. This is probably the most I've been open in a blog yet. Yeah I'm more out of my shell. So here is part three. This is a fun one. Since I have been quite serious. I got nominated for this, thanks to my good friend @diddy_dave_uk btw. So here is......
The Middle Name game
NOOOOOO GOOGLING ALLOWED. Use your own brain power. Every answer must start with the first letter of your MIDDLE name. THIS IS HARDER THAN YOU THINK.
Drink- Scotch
Place- Scotland (That was easy)
SG or Hopeful you 💗- My Brazilian sister @svetlanna 😉👍
Food- Spaghetti Bolognese
Animal- Snake
Girl Name- Sarah
Boy Name- Scott
Profession- Support worker
Describe someone- She is beautiful (What I always say about my favourite models/mates)
Body Part- Shoulders
My Middle Name is- Stewart
Yeah tbh I find that quite easily. I get it without looking up, trust me. If the people I'm nominating. Tag me please, I love to read that.
Next is the last of the Q&As I got pick for. I hope yous don't mind me putting this all in one blog. Playing catch up lol. Anyway here is my next one.....
The Last Q&A part
1. What would you do if you knew you couldn't fail at anything?
I'll be using it for good. I will, I can sense people going "no you won't" I will lol. Although I will get my own Island and all the Suicide Girls will be there and it's a safe place. Since I'll be rich anyway so I'll use it for good. Also their income on their OnlyFans will be up. Since I'll buy off my bank and unblock the payment so I can subscribe to my favourites again. Yeah lots of good things will happen. Making sure of it. If not, you can shoot me lol jk.
2. How are you really?
I'm doing good considering I'm self isolating and not seeing any people besides my folks and my best mate for a walk. I do get downer moments, especially if I'm online too much. I know a lot of yous can sympathise. Hopefully it'll be over soon. I do miss proper socialising. Even though I do enjoy talking to a lot of yous in the Instagram DMs in my kungfurysg fan account & on here sometimes when I can remember. I much prefer if it's face to face. I'm old school that way!!
3. How would you behave if you were the best in the world at what you do?
Am I already the best blogger and the best Alt Model promoter/supporter in the world? Exactly the same easygoing shy laidback kind hearted Scotsman that yous know and love lol. Nothing's changed, only more upbeat and confident.
4. Why are you worth knowing?
Well I'm always trying to help people, be positive, trying not to be full of drama and just do my best to do good you know. I'm also never put pressure on people, I'm drama free, can take a joke and I'm a caring person. Think that qualifies me as well knowing, don't yous?
5. When was the last time you did something for the first time?
Not long ago actually. I cook Spaghetti Carbonara for the first time and I think it was in January. It was really good and done it the way the Italians would be proud off. Since it's as close to the original Italian Carbonara as you can get.
There is my attempt. Not bad eh. 😊
6. How do you treat people who can do nothing for you?
By walking away from them. Best to avoid people who will never care, love or respect you back. Trust me, nothing is good is your the only one doing the giving a shit. Yous don't need those malcontents in your life who just use you. That's why you shouldn't waste time on ppl like that!!
7. Who lights you up?
All of yous. No joke. Seriously I have the best followers on here and Instagram. Yous are the reason I get up in the morning and keep myself busy writing up blogs. All of yous is why I have improve my mental health issues. Yous all made me feel like I belong on here. An Alt Model site of all places. But I do love helping out the models and the photographers of this site. As well as the members too. Even though I should be more engaging more. I do my best. Also my mates and my family in my personal life too. I'm lucky that I got a good group of awesome people like yourselves. Don't be afraid to chat to me. Usually I'm the one that's afraid lol. Even though I am a multi time regular on the Front Page. Still dead shy lol.
8. What lights you up?
Think writing up blogs on here, running my fan account on Instagram (Even though social media is a pain but I get thru it), helping people, listening, going for walks, cooking great food, video gaming, watching my tv shows, listening to my music, being active and lots of sleep definitely helps. Like I said I do need to recognize all the good in my life and I'm getting better at it. One step at the time.
The Q&A Templates
1) I’m allergic to:
2) My pet peeve is:
3) I hate the smell of:
4) I’m most scared of:
5) I can’t stand the sound of:
6) People who:
7) I don’t like how:
8) The most boring sport to watch is:
9) The word that most irritates me is:
10) The most stressful thing for me is:
11) I don’t like about me:
1:
2:
3:
4:
5:
6:
NOOOOOO GOOGLING ALLOWED. Use your own brain power. Every answer must start with the first letter of your MIDDLE name. THIS IS HARDER THAN YOU THINK.
Drink-
Place-
SG or Hopeful you 💗-
Food-
Animal-
Girl Name-
Boy Name-
Profession-
Describe someone-
Body Part-
My Middle Name is
1. What would you do if you knew you couldn't fail at anything?
2. How are you really?
3. How would you behave if you were the best in the world at what you do?
4. Why are you worth knowing?
5. When was the last time you did something for the first time?
6. How do you treat people who can do nothing for you?
7. Who lights you up?
8. What lights you up?
The Conclusion
So that is my joint In General & Q&A blog. I hope yous all enjoyed that as usual.
Now the people I'll nominate. I know a lot of yous are busy people. No pressure in doing them. You can do even one of them. So the people I'll nominate are as follows:
@evoke @blaizee @joymermaid @marlene @helenarae @niallpatterson @tripodski @chinaski @gnomi @sophiestonem @missjcristina @phianixx @kitsu @sammiii @asxna @brizelll @diamant @kettle @mariajupiter @babu @fla @svetlanna @mist @rare @helenjade @olgakulaga @elorafawn @jupiter @bronsonquick @annaedelrid @agent_easy @nickstone @justones @magusjoe @kingofcool @nolajean @autumnsky @kaydie @ladyfirefox @midnightpoison @ivylina @paigerose @paulinki @ghillie @keshia @tink @jasminelouise @rubyalexia @dannikadaisy @hex @mimo @gloom @soraiya @seasick @niffler @braaa @infernum @truthfairy @nerwen @narublu @arachnie @kitikhaos @kittenblue @reznoritis and anyone who reads this.
Like I said, no pressure. Even if it's one or yous just enjoy reading this blog. Thank you all nevertheless. I do appreciate yous all. If I can hug yous all, shake your hands or high fives I would. I do think yous are the best and I think this maybe my most honest and just being open blog I've done. I really talk about my mental health and the troubles I have in the past. I am always open about how I feel and my struggles. I do know most of yous have roughly the same issues with mental health too. So I always do my best to say that your not alone and I'm always happy to talk to all of yous and I'm sure yous are with me too.
I do enjoy doing these type of blogs and talk about my life. And my improvements since I do know it has helped others. I do get people saying to me I'm the best and all that. And I do say back yous are the best. I doing what everyone should be doing. Making the world a better place by just being a cool person. It's getting lost and I'm doing my part to get it back. I do want yous to do well and be happy. You see others putting each other down online and it's the norm. Well I'm doing my best to say that's bullshit. I'm over here telling yous the truth. Yous are the best. You are better than those naysayers and the people who want yous to feel as awful as they do. Rise above it and you do you. You got this.
So that's this blog done and dusted. Thank you very much for reading. It does mean a lot. It was quite hard to type some of the answers but I do think talking about it is important. And I'm always happy to see many supportive people on here who care about me personally. Yous all understand that I do my best, mean well and think so highly of me. It does a lot for me, trust me. I do my best to respond to all of yous. In fact if I do get any responses. I'll leave a personal thank you on your profile. Cause really, yous are awesome and just yous in general mean a lot.
So my next blog, it'll be my next FSS blog. There's a lot of good sets out atm. So I'll be selecting a lot of good ones. Spoiler alert, a few of you who I tag are in it. Watch this space.
So til then I hope yous are doing ok and always feel free to DM me. Follow me if you want (don't have to) on my Instagram, I'm more likely to DM there since I'm on it often. But I do reply here when I have the time. Always do.
Til the next blog this is Kevin aka KungFury saying take care, much love and please watch Wandavision, it's awesome!!
@missy @sean @penny @eirenne @lust @lemon @yessybear @mickey
