Hey peeps, hope your all doing well. Kevin here back with another In General blog. Yeah I'm using my real first name in my blogs for now on. I love it if I can change names on here since I don't want to be kungfury no more. Just plain old Kevin.
So If yous missed out on my last In General blog I have said a few things and even though it's all in good intentions. I should say sorry to a few people.
To the models that I namedrop in my last drop. I like to apologise that I mention I fallout with yous and it was taking the wrong way like a lot of things cause that isn't my intention to make yous feel bad or me "seeking attention". I was basically talking about how the fallouts affected my mental health and it was NOT me blaming yous. I blame myself. I know a lot of people will say it isn't Kevin. No it is. I should've handle things better and more positively. Especially since I am typing and when reading txt, it is so easily to take it the wrong way. I think sometimes ppl focus on the negative side of the internet too much and I'm also guilty of it too. It is easy so I don't blame them for blocking me, hating me and want to move away from me. It's their choice and I'm sorry if we falled out. It's on me. I usually get emotional and sensitive. So I'm sorry to those ladies that I've name drop and I would say their names but I'm afraid it'll give me heat again. Didn't mean for it to end up this way, honestly. No bullshit. I fuck up and paid the price. I'm sure they'll still think I'm a prick but if that's the case. So be it. But I do wish yous ladies a good life, future and I didn't regret supporting yous. I'm sorry if I deleted two appreciation blogs but I did mean every word I said about yous. So yeah I hope things continue to do well for yous and all the best.
Anyway that'll be the last time I'll talk about the fallouts again since it brings up heat and I don't want anymore misunderstanding and drama. This is me doing the right thing and clearing the air. So I hope it come across well. Cause I don't mean for anything I say to come off as negative or hurt feelings. I can only do my best, I am human after all. A 32 year old Scot with ASD, depression and social anxiety. It's hard to control my feelings and thoughts but I do my best to be as positive as I can but everyone has a "oh I'm going to get it off my chest" moment and don't think straight. With me I always wing it with my comments and blogs. I should just take my time, think and not act out too quickly. But I am getting better at knowing that and learn to take a break.
Which comes to my next bit. Am I really leaving SG when my membership expires in December? Yes but for a while. I am going to continue to support models on my kungfurysg account on Instagram. But for time to time. Cause I do truly enjoy supporting and giving positive vibes to the alt models or sex workers. Whatever you want to call them but I love to support them and help them out giving their names out there to a wider audience on IG. I know I have made impact on a lot of models of SG and beyond. I am grateful that I have most of them as friends of mine. So I am taking an hiatus from SG after December. I will be back. I am grateful to this site. If it wasn't for doing the blogs on here. I would be in a worse state. So I do thank SG for giving me the platform to write these blogs to many of yous. I have multi front page blogs from either my Appreciation Blogs, Hopeful Highlight blogs, FSS blogs and even my In General blogs. It does mean a lot that SG HQ supports the bloggers on this site too. I have worked so hard on those blog series and I'm glad it got a lot of great feedbacks.
So is it going to be just In General blogs Kevin? Well no. I may not be doing the FSS blogs anymore. But I still like to do Appreciation Blogs and Hopeful Highlights on a few of the models here so I'll be writing them up. Also next month is my second year anniversary of my old FSS blog. So I will be doing a Best Of My FSS for that. Want to finish up my membership with a bang til I come back again. See what happens.
I like to thank yous my followers for being loyal, kind, understanding and just sticking around with me. It does mean a lot. Sorry if I haven't been myself due to my mental health issues but yous understand & are so patient with me. I won't forget it. Honestly it is cause of yous I have stick on here for as long as I have. So I want to say thank you, sorry, your the best and hang in there to all my followers below:
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Seriously thank yous, all of yous. Even the ones that are not followers or not in good terms with me. Anyone who does, tell them I said thank you for the past awesome feedback and it was a pleasure to support them. I had enough drama. Think everyone is too. So I hope the shoutouts here have cheered yous up and feel unignored cause I never ignore any follow or support I get. I do my best to remember my followers that your the best and yous are. Even my ex followers too. I'm sorry we broke apart and move on. But I hope your doing good like all of yous. 2020 is one of the worse years and think everyone is feeling down. So hope it'll be over with and things will be back to normal soon for yous.
I am grateful to all that have been awesome towards me and friends I've made on here. Got them on my WhatsApp so I know we'll continue to keep in contact. Also my instagram is not going anywhere. The link to my IG is on my profile. My dm box is open for convos. Just don't promote, ad, spam, etc but I know yous don't do that haha.
Yeah I'm getting there. My mental health still down but getting out & about. Been learning how to play golf so be doing that since it's perfect for me since there's a golf course close to me so it's perfect to get myself out more often and continue to do something I like to do. I've always been around people who play golf or golf fans in my family, friends, etc so it came natural to me and I like it. I didn't like it years ago but since I'm older & in my 30's I like it now. It's relaxing and refined so it's perfect. It's what I need. Like playing my video games, watching TV, Watching films, cooking and baking. It is stuff I like to do. Think this routine is great for me for the moment. Not be online as much and just get out there in the world but in a social distant way of course. Only time I'm out is golf, walks and doing the shopping. That's it really. Keeping it laidback and refined as much as I can. Trying to keep things stress free. I do enjoy writing blogs and creating post on my Instagram. But I am not doing as much since I think being online a lot isn't healthy. I'm not a fan of ppl being toxic, being too political, being too sarcastic, etc since it's unfun to see a lot imo. So it's best to know when to do "ok time for a few days off" you know what I mean? Think it's cause of the self isolating I usually overthink things and that. I am doing my best to go ok go off, they'll understand. I think if I did that in the past and just move on & not speak out. None of the fallouts would've happen and I'll be still be supporting, blogging and be mates with those models. But I should move on, they have and I should too. So after this blog I'll not mention about the fallouts again since it brings drama to my direction and it is not my intention to make them the bad guy or anything like that at all. Cause I don't think they are. It's been a big misunderstanding, poor communication between us, saying it in the wrong way & that but it is easy to take something that is in txt the wrong way and again I am sorry on my end. That's the best I can do. So I'm sorry that I namedrop the models I fall out with in my last blog. It wasn't my intention to make yous feel like the bad guy or anything negative like that. I was mostly talking about my mental health and how the fallouts increase my depression. Not your fault. My fault. I take blame and that I am sorry.
So yeah I hope yous are doing well mentally guys and if not hopefully this blog will let you know that your not alone. It is a shite year I know. But your doing great if your still here and healthy peeps. So bear that in mind.
My support for the models will continue on here til December when I will take a hiatus from SG for a while. But I will be back. Give me a few weeks, I'll probably miss it. Cause I do love this site and the people in it & the people in charge. The Staff at SG HQ have been so awesome to me and can't thank them enough for thinking my blogs are good for the front page treatment.
I also thank @tripodski @keshia @tink @dannikadaisy @rubyalexia @nayru @evoke @missjcristina @ladyfirefox and so fourth for the prints/polaroids/mechs I got from yous when I was backing yous on either Patreon & OnlyFans. It means a lot and don't worry I will be back backing yous. Probably soon, I do love supporting yous. Also some of yous writing notes to me that I read from time to time to remind myself that the ppl I support do care about yours truly so thank you. Their good reminders. And I hope things are good with yous, I'm sure they are.
So yeah I ain't out yet. Be doing some blogs til my membership expires on December. So the next blog will be either a Hopeful Highlight or a Appreciation Blog. As well as a Best Of FSS blog to celebrate the second anniversary of the FSS blogs. So keep your eyes open for that.
So anyway thank you for checking in to this blog. I appreciate it. Hope you like it. Remember don't be afraid to talk about your mental health issues, I ain't. I'm definitely open about how I feel and hope it helps ppl to open up about their own mental health struggles. Don't be shy about it. There is people on here that will read it and listen. I learn that SG is a very caring online community and people here will support you. No one is alone. No one deserves that. I know from experience, it's a burden no one should have.
Anyway thank you for reading. This is KungFury no more. This is Kevin saying thank you, much love and take care peeps. Also happy 19th birthday Suicide Girls!!!
@missy @rambo @sean @eirenne @lust @lemon @jacqueline @yessybear
