Hey there guys. Hope you’re doing ok. Welcome to another edition of my In General blog. Here I’ll chat to yous on what’s on my mind. Basically it’s a big Facebook status lol.
So yeah my FSS blog has came out and of course a lot of people like it. And thank you btw. It does mean a lot.
So this is a hard decision but I’m making it anyway. This is a exclusive to yous all but my 41st FSS blog is my last one. I’m not doing anymore FSS blogs. There’s a few reasons why I’m not doing those blogs anymore. But mostly it is because of my mental health hasn’t been great and you may see me rant in bits on that blog. And that wasn’t what that blog series is about. Also it is a lot of work as yous imagine & i was feeling burnt out and I don’t get paid to do it. I do it for fun and I love supporting the models. And last but not least it wasn’t doing my mental health favours. Usually I get stressed out on what to put on the blogs, also loading issues that further stress me out like I’m typing but you have to wait for a minute or so for the words I type to pop out. So there’s a few reasons.
Also ever since the fallouts. I haven’t been happy being around SG, on IG and especially OnlyFans. Basically I’m battling with deep depression all year. If yous been following me recently and read my blogs see that I’m not really happy at all. I’m pretty miserable with a lot of things. I’m only around cause I’ve made mates on here. But I’ve also fallout with mates on here too. I’m not hiding it anymore.
I think some of yous know about it by now but since my fallouts, I’ve been unhappy being online. In fact I hate it. It’s an addiction that it’s hard to get rid of due to the friendships I’ve made on this site. But since December I’m not been 💯 happy. I’m usually going “why am I here?” cause I’m not a fan of sex talk, I hate the toxicity of sex workers, the constant male bashing, etc. I know theirs positive within the whole sex work stuff but I think it’s becoming more toxic than positive. Especially on Twitter and the stuff I see on stories on Instagram.
I mean I’m no fan of porn. Why am I here. So I’m thinking of leaving SG.
I had a good run for a while but I think after my membership expires (which is in December) I’m gone. Maybe for good idk but I want to do something in my life. Be somebody. Not write blogs on a nudity site. Cause I’m not like the rest of yous. I’m not horny, I don’t have a fetish (at least anymore), into sex work, etc. I know people will be upset but this is about me. I need to do what’s best for me.
I do love supporting the models. Even the ones I fallout with. I don’t regret any of it and meant every word. I wish the fallouts never happened but it is what it is. There was a lot of things I could’ve done better. But it is what it is.
I’m a 32 year old man with ASD and mental health issues. A guy with my mental condition shouldn’t be online atm. I get triggered and emotional quick. Cause that is my condition. Believe it or not I don’t give a shit but it is the truth.
This is me being fully honest to yous all cause you deserve it. Yous have been supportive towards me and I can’t thank all of yous enough.
So yous probably going thinking what will happen next til my membership is done? I don’t know yet but I am sticking with my In General blog.
I’m sure a lot of yous understand me and know that I’m all good intentions here. I do my best to keep it positive cause I know things have been taking the wrong way. Like my fallouts and I’m to blame. I know I could’ve handled things better & unfortunately those relationships had have come to an end. I may lost more followers for this blogs but who knows. Hopefully people take me the right way.
I know a few have said talk to us but I’m usually too anxious to talk to others. Especially on here. I’m still afraid to cause of fallouts, being cyber bullied, etc in the past. So I’m usually having a hard time with talking to ppl online cause of the fear of being misunderstood. So it’s hell. And that’s me every single day. On & offline. Just chatting to one of yous. Whatever if it’s @phianixx @evoke @peachie_ @blaizee @babu @ojtheviking @tripodski @niallpatterson etc is a victory. Cause I’m always afraid/anxious all the time. So with those fallouts back in December. My anxiety/anxious were in a all time high. Like I type and then go “oh god what if they hate me like the ones I fallout with hate me” you know.
Even mentioning their names is scary and I feel so anxious about posting this blog cause I’m really am anxious. If yous saw my video of myself talking know that I am one anxious person. Still am. It’s a lot of anxiety issues I got and it’s my every day. So that’s why I feel I need to leave and move on with my life. To become a more in control & happy person. Being here and working too hard on blogs isn’t the issue. I need help. Been needing help for a while.
I don’t know where this is going but I hope everyone read this hopefully understands and I’m sure I will. I know people think I’m brave talking about my mental health issues, my fallouts, my flaws, etc is a weakness. It isn’t. I think it does take guts to write what I wrote. So I can be proud of that.
I do appreciate and I am grateful to all of people that have supported and like/comment my blogs. It really does mean a lot. Your the reason why I stay as long as I did. I was close to leaving in summer of 2018. But yous kept me going for another two years. But it is time I move away from here.
I will be around on the site til my membership expires. I know I got free months. But if your reading this @missy @rambo @sean @eirenne @lust @lemon @jacqueline or @yessybear please give it to either @25901jfm @bronsonquick @diddy_dave_uk @ojtheviking @agent_easy etc. I rather leave when my membership expires. and those guys deserve it more than me.
So yeah that’s what I’m doing and I hope everyone understands. But I’m being honest with myself. I don’t belong here or be surrounded by all these sex work stuff. It’s something that I am not. And I have to leave when the membership expires on the 10th of December.
Anyway thank you for all the feedback and support yous giving me over the last 3 years peeps. As I always say. Yous are the best.
So this is not KungFury anymore. I’m done with that name.
My real name is Kevin. This is Kevin saying take care, much love and I have no regrets about my time on here. Thank you for all the awesome feedback on my FSS blogs.
RIP FSS blogs 2018-2020