Hey there peeps, how are yous all. Hope it is all good at your end guys. Welcome to another edition of KungFury just chatting about whatever. Since that is what my In General blog is about. Me just speaking my mind or typing in this case.
So yeah how am I doing these days? Pretty good considering the bloody lockdown. But I am coping since self isolating isn't new to me. I am a loner after all so it's common territory to me. But I am doing my best to chat to many as I can but of course don't be offended if I haven't since I have a lot of followers now. Also I'm back on Instagram so I want to talk about that first and foremost.
So most of yous notice already that I'm back on Instagram. So is it a fan account? not really. I do promote models on it but it's more of myself that account and also it's to interact with my SG mates more. Also I am not going back on Twitter since that place was extremely awful to me in my exit due to people I am not going to mention but I will never forgive the damage on my mental health that those ladies have done to me by calling me a liar. I will never mention or support those pieces of shits again. Awful people. So it's a never on Twitter. Instagram wasn't as bad as Twitter. Also I chat to the people of SG more and I did enjoy the interactions there. So that's why I went back on Instagram. And don't worry I am over it. It is still hard to talk about it and I do thank you for everyone being supportive to me, especially in the last few months. Honestly thank yous. It was rough, especially after having a falling out with a long time favourite model who I thought was a friend and she ignored me for a long time. So I was upset for her about it & said things that I regret. Made an apology video for her too and we chatted & made amends. I thought I did. When I came back on Instagram, I was promoting my Appreciation Blogs and tagged her. And btw her response was this....she blocked me. Yeah that's right she blocked me. It kinda broke my heart that. I thought we made amends and bury that hatchet but she blocked me. I don't want to mention her name cause I ain't dropping names since I am not that guy. I don't wish these ladies or this lady in this case a bad life. But I'm kinda sad about it not going to lie. But I did my best to be the peacemaker here. Did the same with a SG UK Hopeful that I had a problem with too but she refuse my apology (again no names) and agree to not mention each other again. So that's fair enough.
That's why I hate all this drama and toxicity. It's actually become a bit of a problem within the alt modelling/SW scene and I ain't going to pretend here since I am loyal to yous dear readers. I'm grateful to yous and the people on SG. This is my best run yet with my blogs. Having multiple front page blogs in a roll. I really hate hearing all this immature bullshit drama within the alt model scene. Now bear in mind I am not calling everyone out or anything like that. Again this is me being the peacemaker since I bloody hate fights and bitchiness in general. It's toxic and needs to stop. We are all in this together and we all should support each other. Instead of putting others down. That's why I do the blogs that I do and why I was doing the fan accounts in the first place cause I'm sick and tired of the negativity and negative people putting others down. It is fucking bullshit. It's no wonder nearly everyone is suffering mental health problems these days. It is very uncool. So of course I'm doing my part to help people out. That's what my blogs are about. Me chatting to yous and hopefully help people out. Especially in this troubled times. So I wish these people stop the toxicity and help others & themselves instead. We don't need to gang up, the insults and all that. Cause it really needs to be stop.
So why do my blogs do well? Cause I help these models and say positive things about them. Unfortunately the person that blocked me think that I don't understand her or something. But I want to, she just ignored me and give me the silent treatment when I did nothing wrong. But I thought we patched things up. I've actually cried over it. Since I was her top supporter. So it really has upset me, I'm not going to lie. So I'm not going to promote her or mention her again. I do have the appreciation blog of her up still. But it's the only one I'm not promoting. I wish I can resolve this face to face but it's impossible. And I don't want to come off the wrong way here. Cause even after all of that, I want to still patch things up cause that's me in the nutshell. Hell maybe even to those ladies on twitter too but that'll take a lot of patching up since I personally don't like them for the things they said to me on twitter and even in the DMs before I quit my fan accounts. So yeah it's probably never going to happen.
As yous may know I do have ASD. Which means I am usually emotional & sensitive cause I'm on the Spectrum of Aspergers. So I do get triggered easily and easily to get mental health issues. So you can imagine doing this is hard for me. Being up front is hard and standing up for myself is hard. But I feel like in this case I am standing up for everyone. Cause everyone has been thru this type of stuff one time. I remember reading @bronsonquick response in one of my blogs who went thru the same way. @skittlepop had a bad experience too, @phianixx has opened up about her mental health struggles, @sammiii is always speaking about her mental health, same with @tommy with her struggles, @ojtheviking too with his PTSD, @evoke is usually speaking about it too, @nolajean is too, @diddy_dave_uk is open about his struggles with his disability & MH and so on & so on. So that's why I do what I do and if it's to help people like I tagged there. You damn right blogging on here is worth it and also be upfront with my feelings. Just like those people are.
I mean there's a lot of ladies on here so are always saying to me that "You're The Best" and I go no you're the best. I love supporting the models, it is helping them out. But as you see I ain't stupid, if they are toxic or negative then I don't talk to them or about them. Common sense right. Cause I don't want to promote people to put others down. This is a community and we are all equal you know. I think we all should support each other and pick ourselves up. That's what is cool about this site.
That's why it is cool to see the model that I do support for a long while like @blaizee who I am mates with has done well and got turned pink. Same with @phianixx @sammiii @evoke @tommy @rubyalexia and so on. Like I'm not looking for dates or anything like that. Cause I don't find dates online, I'm old fashioned. I do that to someone face to face cause that's the right thing to do. But doesn't hurt to be mates with models online right? Life is short. If someone is nice to me, your a mate. Plain & simple. Do I say their beautiful? yes cause it's true. I'm not a guy who goes nice tits, great ass, your pussy is hot. blah blah blah cause that's not me and I hate that. Think saying that to ladies, even online is rude you know. What's wrong with speaking to them normally? I find out how awesome these ladies are if you just speak to them. I mean that's why I blog about them cause they are awesome people. They are beautiful, inside and outside too. Do I love them? of course I love my SG mates. Their the best. So that's why I support them, talk to them and help them out. They help me out by shouting me out & even just replying back to me. I don't ask for anything. Usually with content I pay but I am a straight man after all. But I never disrespect or do things to break trust with the models. I can only do my best and I think that's why I am getting more front pages. Besides my support to the models and my blogs. It's cause I'm upfront, honest and wish everyone nothing but the best cause life is too short to hate & drama.
Anything I write in my blogs is real. When I talk about the models, I always say the usual she is beautiful and that stuff. Cause a lot of times ladies don't think they are and they compare themselves to other ladies too much so of course I say she is beautiful cause she IS you know. Then I talk about herself and what she's like from what I gathered by reading her bio, her blogs or if I have the courage since I am still to shy to talk to all the models still (It is a work in progress) from our convos. Tbh I'm shy to talk to some of the photographers, staff & even members still lol. But I do my best with my blogs and work hard on it. So it's cool to see it get paid off and everyone loving it. I even work hard on replying to everyone that sends me awesome feedback cause it does mean a lot. So that's why when I actually do blogs like this, I love to be honest with yous and not leave yous in the cold. Cause I am grateful to all of my supporters/followers/mates. So I love doing the In General blog from time to time to talk about things that's on my mind and get it off my chest you know.
I keep mentioning that I'll do Twitch and do livestream chats there. But the reason I haven't yet is cause I'm not confident about it yet but I am going to do it soon since I am gaining a bit of conference so I'll let you knows soon. I may sound like I am well spoken from reading my blogs but I'm not really the best speaker and also I'm anxious a lot due to the mental health issues I got. But I know yous understand and I believe yous will be awesome to me so i will do it. Just to even chat to me, cause I think you can still do that on Twitch right? Maybe should ask either @evoke or @phianixx to help me on that lol. But it will happen. I love to chat since sometimes I do need a break from all this typing haha. Writing my blogs ain't easy but I do love doing it. I won't be doing it if I didn't.
So yeah I will set up an Twitch account by the time you read this peeps. Probably start by joining @evoke and @phianixx streams at first. No doubt be welcomed with open arms lol.
So that's my plan with Twitch. Of course I'll let yous know when I will find that courage to stream and chat to yous awesome people. I think I will be shy and anxious & I'll be improve overtime. Like my blogs here. I mean my earlier ones weren't the best so I'm glad that I've improved over time. Same with Twitch cause I don't know much about it outside of you stream on it lol. So I will improve overtime.
So blog news wise I have a few Hopeful Highlight blogs I want to write up too. One is 3 UK ones and a Brazilian one so it'll be three blogs coming up. Also I really want to do another Photographer based Appreciation Blog cause I only did @tripodski and I love to do one again soon. But she is also a model too on SG so look out for that one. Also I will do a Favourite Song blog since @asxna and @gnomi (Good mates too) nominated me but it is taking time cause it is one of the hardest things to pick one. Cause I really have a lot of favourite tunes. My Instagram stories proves that sometimes lol.
So those are plans of upcoming blogs and I may do another FSS blog soon too. It depends really. Subject is due to change sometimes with me so we'll see.
In the meantime I do want to finish up by saying thank you to yous again for all the support in the last few months peeps. It really has means a lot to me and I thank yous all. Yous are the best, not me yous.
So til then keep an eye open for those upcoming blogs of mine. And also follow me on Instagram and soon Twitch. This is KungFury saying take care, much love and......
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