Hey peeps, it’s been a while. Hope you’re all doing good. You probably thinking of why I’ve been radio silent for the past week or so. Most of my Fury Clan/Regulars I chat too know why I’ve been offline. But I’m going to be straight up since yous lot deserve that cause yous lot have always supported me, giving me great feedback and making me feel welcomed/accepted. So why I was offline.
I got cyber bullied on my personal Facebook.
Yeah a few months ago I’ve rejoined on Facebook. It was a personal account. Nothing linking here or on my fan accounts. Just a personal Facebook to keep in touch and my family & friends you know. Even though it would be cool to add the mates I’ve made here but idk I’m too afraid to ask or add since my family are pretty nosey and tbh it’s not great. If anything I prefer being on here and my fan accounts. In case you’re wondering my time on here & my fan accounts has nothing to do with my time away. It was on my Facebook.
Basically I don’t have a good history on my Facebook. I’ve been deleting and recreating accounts on it like a yo-yo for the best few years. Reason is cause at one time I got hacked and bullied by ex mates of time. Basically trolling me and abusing me with retard comments to mock my mental health issues/ASD & loneliness cause I’m barely out of my house cause I’m anxious all the time, especially back then since I wasn’t doing well. So that was fun right? So I deleted it and was off it for a good while. Same with my online time. Barely on it. Just sit in my room and played my video games, watched tv and played my tunes. Something I still do to this day. Even though I have speak up about it and stand my ground to the right ppl. True is it never progressed. I’m stuck and ever since I’ve written blogs on this site, it feels like a great escape. I can get things off my chest that I couldn’t in my life cause I’m isolated. So I do get a bit sensitive at times, even though I have improved a lot. But I’m only human.
So what happened on Facebook this time? Basically I was in this group called MetalJesusRocksPickup which is a group for video game collectors on there since I love video game collecting. And for the past few weeks I’ve been mocked for some of my post on there. It was basically for picking up a PS1 Classic with a few USB enhancers that unlocks more PS1 games on the system since you don’t have much selection on the PS1 Classic. So it was to unlock more games on it and it’s legit & legal btw lol. So I post about it to give like a mini review of it. But the guys on there were very toxic towards me and I couldn’t understand why. Then they call me stupid and all that cause I brought usbs that had tons of PS1 games to play on the PS1 Classic? I was thinking wtf is wrong with these ppl. I didn’t know what I’ve done wrong but I didn’t. Then I send a complaint about it and everyone was baffled. Thought ok, maybe it was trolls that caused continuing trouble or something. Then came the Ducktales post. So basically I got the whole Ducktales collection. That’s the video game (it was getting rare to get so I had to get it) and DVDs. And it was the most posted thing on the group. A bunch of members were posting their Ducktales collection, etc. If you don’t know it was a TV show back in the 90’s that was on Disney Afternoon. I grew up watching shows like that and tbh I thought my nephews may like that show too. So I got it and share my Ducktales collection. But none of it was positive. It was like my PS1 Classic post, pretty toxic. Ppl just mock me and I was defending myself saying this is not cool. But they mock me more with memes/gifs basically treating me like shit. And I just had enough. So I blocked and reported the group. So I was just not in the mood to write or post stuff on here and my fan accounts. So was on a break. Felt miserable. Especially since my mates are either away on holiday, not well, busy with work, etc so I’m usually alone. I got enough fuckin problems, don’t need twats on Facebook groups calling me retard & stupid you know what I mean. So I just didn’t talk to anyone. Except for my folks cause I was not only unhappy. I was pissed off. Just angry that ppl made a big deal over nothing at all. Kinda the themes on the internet these days isn’t it.
So I just had enough of negative twats hiding behind unfunny humour/gifs/memes you know so I went on a break.
But I will say I do miss my online mates here and my online mates on my fan accounts too. Even though I still kept in touch with my blog brother @xheartswornx and @kaptaine since their on my WhatsApp. Still I miss my chats I’ve had with the models cause we were having awesome convos and my blogs/posts was cheering them up cause they know what it’s like being cyber bullied. Probably got it worse than me and it sucks. It really does.
But yeah I’m back online. And I love to get back into writing my next FSS blogs. Got a few bookmarked and it’s a big one since there’s lots of awesome sets. I only saw half of my bookmarks. It’s big, got about 53 sets bookmarked so far. Yeah pretty huge lol. So love to make my next one a big one. Trust me it’s fun to do those blogs. Pure relaxing writing, especially it gives me chances to listen to my tunes/albums so there’s that lol.
So yeah that’s why I’ve been quiet for the last week or so.
Hope everyone is doing good and if not, you’re not alone & hopefully good things will come your way soon.
So thank you to all that send me DMs, checking up on me, sending me positive vibes, etc. Yous are the best. Really yous are the best. Couldn’t ask for better ppl. Wish a lot of yous were in my personal life, really. I can use to hang out and cheer up. But I’m ok, I’ll be fine. Just hanging in there. Anyway til my next blog this is KungFury saying take care, much love and Facebook groups can blow me lol. 🎶 Ducktales woohoo 🎶 😂😉
@missy @rambo @sean
