Yeah you read the title right. Now before I go on about why I am quitting for now and the reasons why I’m quitting for the moment. There’s no hate, no drama, no cyber bullying, etc. Everyone on here, the other alt modelling sites, the models Snapchats/Instagram and on their Patreon (I backed for a few months earlier this year) have been great. Everyone is cool, kind and good hearted people. I wish all of them & yous all the best & hope things keep going well for them in the future. I’ll tag the models on here who’ve been great to me later in this blog.
But I’ll tell you why I’m quitting for now.
It’s for a few reasons. One of them is basically cause I don’t time for it, I’m currently busy doing my best to better my life & my mental health. I’ve been improving a lot since I quit from this service that’s been awful to me for years. Being there done damage to my mental health and I’ve been recovering since quitting late last year. So I’m more focused on being busy in my personal life and getting things sorted out, especially when it comes to getting out there and being sociable. So that’s one reason why.
Another reason why is cause I’m not comfortable being on places like this. Now this is because I have zero confidence. I’m having a hard time being fully comfortable with places like this and other nude alt modelling sites. First up I do love ladies and yeah I like seeing them naked, who doesn’t. And also all the models are very beautiful ladies indeed. But idk I feel wrong and feel like a pervert looking at their nude bodies. Also I don’t feel comfortable speaking about my turn ons, I know everyone does but I don’t feel confident about it. Does that make sense? Idk it was from some of the customs i ordered from some models I follow (I’m not mention who, since it’s between them & me) and yeah I don’t feel right. They got paid well and that. Just don’t feel great about it you know. I know it’s their job but I don’t want to force things against their will, that is definitely not my intention. But they seem alright with it. I just feel not right about it you know what I mean. Maybe I’m just not meant for stuff like customs and fetish stuff. I do have my kinks and turn ons but I rather safe that for my future gf, you know what I mean? Maybe I’m too nice. Cause I’m not picky.
Also I think I’m too inexperienced to sex stuff. Before SG and other Alt Model sites like this, I was a fan of Lads Mags (Zoo, Nuts, etc) & Page 3 (It’s popular here in the UK) and it’s tamer in comparison to here & those other alt modelling sites. So coming on here I was lost for a few weeks. Even still I’m lost, I only joined since late last year & the other alt modelling sites also a few months pier to joining here. I don’t regret it, I think everyone is great and are so nice on here. But I learned a long time ago to move away from things that makes me feel out of place. And I feel out of place on here and the other alt modelling sites. I’m too tame & innocent for here. I’m just a nerd who’s joined these sites for wrong reasons.
Like I said I don’t hate anyone or fall out with anyone (I hope not) it’s just this & other sites are not for me. But I did enjoy my time on here. I don’t regret it. I wish you ppl meet me not in the weirdest screwed up time in my life. I am easygoing and laidback.
I will say I do want to thank the following models, I’m grateful to yous and thanks for even talking to me. I know I ramble on too much but I appreciate yous not give me any crap about it lol. And it was awesome chats, I do appreciate it. And yeah I know I’m rambling on lol. Hopefully we’re still buds. Wish nothing but the best for yous. And you don’t have to pressure yourselves to keep doing this, always follow your goals and ur path. It’s up to you, don’t let the bastards tell you otherwise. Anyway here’s to my favourites...
@reallifepirate you’re a great person and an inspiration. I loved your covers and singing voice. You’re a great lass. Always working hard and never let anything bother you. Wish I had some of that. Always full of positive vibes. So cheers Taylor, keep being you and here’s some balloons. 🎈🎈🎈🎈🎈🎈🎈
@lishablackhurst You’re one of the nicest ppl I talk to online. I loved our chats and we think alike on a lot of things too. I hope things goes well for you and thanks for the support you give me too. I appreciate it. Hope you do well, good things happen to good ppl in time. Just got to not let negativity bring you down. Ur better than that, ur a great person. Thanks for the great chat, all the best!!
@rubyalexia My Elf Queen lol. But also a good soul. Ur one of my favourite ppl I chat to online. We had a good laugh and also ur music taste kicks arse, ur band is good btw. Thanks for the chats and you’re always my favourite Elf queen lol. Keep on rocking and kicking arse! 🧝♂️🤘🏻
@blaizee You have a good outlook and ur a smart lass, keep on being you. Ur a nice lass. I wish I chat to you further than the usual “you look great” comments. Hope things keep continue to be good for you. You deserve it. It was brief but it was a good chatting to you when we did. Cheers!! 🍻
@snitches My Snapchat bud lol. I know things have been rough for you and that, hope my silly snaps cheered you up. Your dog is awesome and ur food looks great too. You’re a great person and hope things look up for you soon. And btw I am making that instagram page for my food. Don’t worry I ain’t stealing yours lol. But ur a great person and don’t let negativity put you down. Rise above it and kick it in the nuts. Cheers for the chats bud! 😎🙌🏻
Also the rest of the models I got along with, yous are great ppl too. @cherrylowe @nayru @nanci @jasminelouise @leacheyenne @helenarae @narsil @envy_ @justkoop and so on. I could go on all day. Yous are all good ppl and thank yous.
I don’t have any of my previous KungFury87 accounts on Snapchat or Instagram anymore but if you want. Let me know if you want to still follow & chat to me on my new Instagram (I’m not on Snapchat anymore). Also thanks to fellow members @kaptaine and @xheartswornx for being cool mofos.
So yeah I’m here til November and I’m not thinking of renewing. But who knows I may, knowing me. I change my mind a lot, my ASD mind in the nutshell lol. I do appreciate everyone’s support and feedback. It really does mean the world to me. I’ve been going through so much shit over the last 10 or so years (I’m 30 atm) but I’m getting there. I’m improving day by day.
So thank yous all, I love all of my followers and fellow models/members. You guys fucking rock, you’re all the best.
“THIS IS NOT GOODBYE, THIS IS SEE YOUS LATER.”
Take care, much love Mofos!!😎🤘🏻And thank you!
