kundalini

I still don't know what to make of things. I can say however that too much of anything, even SG, would be a bad thing. I've spent too much time hiding out in my basement with my xbox. I need to do some shit while I'm not working and I actually have some money put away. I worked at that damn job I hated for six years. It's put me through school, paid for this house (part of it so far) paid for my truck, this computer and a host of other things. Instead of just doing nothing, I ought to be doing all the shit I couldn't do when I was working because I either didn't have the time, didn't want to spend the money, or just plain couldn't take the day off. Maybe if I quit hiding, I'll actually meet some interesting people, maybe I'll actually make some new friends. Yeah, that one is a longshot given how long it's been since I had a real conversation, but at least I'm feeling better about the possibilities than I was on Sunday. Loneliness will eat a person alive. We'll see how long my mood lasts.

P.S. Does anybody know what the hell happened to Fiona Apple...? Put a few tattoos on that girl, and I'm there... especially if she sings to me...