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running away.
running away to ladner.

seems scary.
but hey- needs to be done.

don't know how long i'll be there.
or where or whatever.

blah.

confusion.
mass motherfucking confusion.

but yes.
ladner shall be an interesting experiment in old monsters and hey, maybe some new ones.

i'll be hiding behind locked doors.
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i am snoozy.
so motherfucking snoozy.

i've run away to ladner.
but ladner is scary.
i'll work my way into it i suppose.

yesterday.
yesterday i got to be helpful.
i measured.
i sawed.
i tried to hammer.
and i screwed.

crookedly and awkwardly.
but the best i could and i was proud.

i had a lovely partner in eddie for this.
and it was...
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pica_pica:
i am black and blue and yet still smiling today.

WHOO-EEEE I got a beat down last night, but what a blast it was.

I wanna read a palahniuk book now.
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went to the vampire doctor.
long appointment.
fucking draining, mind exploding stuff.

then got more tests.
yes, more tests.

that wasn't fun.
i was very nervous, very frightened.
but i made it.

then i went to bp.
thai pizza.
fucking yay.

and then abandonment happened.
fucker.

but the day is done and i'm going to go lie on the couch.
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s_eldorado:
Hey lovely, what are you up to tonight?

D20 and I are going to take Hethral to see Batman Begins on the Imax in Richmond for his birthday. 10:30pm showing

I know it's short notice but we weren't sure if he'd be able to break away from his project or not by now. Give me a call if you're interested. Invite anyone else you have #'s for too...

I'm emailing you my cell #.
eddie:
Well I got a picture taken in front of "Eddie's Wall" and my knees are in clear view I should think. I made a point of suggesting my knees be in the photo!
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breep.

i'm going to the doctor.
the doctor.
the doctor.
i'm going to the doctor.
because i'm going to die.

or maybe that's a little dramatical.
biggrin

it's just a check-up.
but i still hate it.

i saw my old doctor at choices yesterday.
does that mean he lives in the area and i will see him again?
i hope not.

on the weekend i want...
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yesterday was pretty good.
went to granville island.
sat on some pretty patch of grass.
drank chai.

saw jessie.
bought some dinner.
went home with jessie.
there was lovely chats.
lovely blood.
lovely use of leather.
lovely booze.

i'm turning into a lush.
but it makes me feel nice.

today i'm sitting here.
listening to music.
in my own little world.
wondering what other people...
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pica_pica:
yay to all of that!

but me personally right now... yay to cleaning!

pica_pica:
I'm STILL doin a big ol' dance!

woot woot..

(and, boy do I ever look WHITE right now)
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last night was silly fun.
i got myself a little liquored up.
which was interesting.

interesting good, not bad.

hopefully everyone got home safe and sound.
and there wasn't too much puking.
and miss angelvanilla will be able to run away to victoria and get herself a mighty fine tattoo.

went off with the family this morning.
my grandparents are fucking cute.
my cousin is...
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angelvanilla:
Hey do you have msn?!
eddie:
Thanks!!
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i am but a sullen girl.
sullen girl.

i am also a hungry girl.
alas.
there is nothing i feel like eating.

that must be why i'm a sullen girl.

i want to get all gussied up and go somewhere.
i want conversations.
and stroking away fallen hair.

i think i need some books.
books suck my brain away.
sometimes they suck my pain away....
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s_eldorado:
Yes, it definitely helped. Also tried ColdFX and I think that helped too.

You're coming tonight right? Can't wait to see you!
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i sit here.
with a keyboard in my lap.

thinking.
wondering.
not being able to work has got me bored.
bored as hell.

it's no good to be bored.
because then, then i think too much.

over-analyze.
destroy.

thinking girls are dangerous girls.
haven't i learned that we're just supposed to be quiet?
seen not heard.

my nose is stuffy.

went downtown yesterday.
had hamburger...
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kumquat:
i love secret garden because it's absolutely silly.
most everyone i know would rather go anywhere but there.
that's why i like it so.

that would be fun my monkey man.
but how or where or when?
eep.

phone me mister.

i would enjoy the bdsm group but writing an email to get in...seems a bit...much.
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i'm supposed to be going to the bus stop.
it's pouring down with rain.
and i don't want to get dressed.

i had a lovely evening yesterday.
with a lovely boy.
it was nice.
i got to be a piggie.
and watch batman.

nuh-nuh-nuh-nuh.
and all of that ad nauseum.

but i do not like this sleeping in an apartment all by myself.
it makes...
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kumquat:
which picture?
m. alexandra with a gag?
it was temporary..since i forgot that my entries can be seen by all of the interweb.

i'm glad you got your monsters.
are you going to name them?
you need something to do if you're not fucking.
biggrin

and boo,
does that mean your not going to pimp me out to the woman who had them?
what am i going to do with my slutty new bra i bought just for that?
hmmmm?

asshole.
kiss
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hmmm.

i'm quite bored.
quite bored indeed.

i just finished dancing around to silly music taking pictures of myself.
so yay for new avatars.

-claps-

this is what happens when you leave a kumquat all alone with promises to come back on monday.

she puts tape x's on her tits and hops around with no shirt on.

-shakes head-

but what can you do?

i'm...
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kumquat:
i did "ye olde electical tape x's"
just for giggles.
no other reason.
they don't do anything for the boobage except make them sticky.

naked woman are more interesting naked because...they aren't.
really.
it's the same.
maybe it's the theatrics involved?
don't know.
naked men are wonderful.

drink the root beer if you want it.
just brush your teeth after.
especially if it's santa cruz root beer, that stuff makes my cunt drip.

phew. monkey.
i thought you meant no fucking forever.
that's scary.
icky and awful.
don't do that.

her lips are soft like ..lovely soft things.
and taste of whiskey.
s_eldorado:
As in Ministry Of?

Yes, of course. In fact it was a bit of a trick question really. That said, Keaton does do that whole surviving the falling wall of a barn thing by standing where the window is. That's definitely up there on the Bad-Ass-O-Meter.

Still, Cleese owns.

Nice new profile pic! Me likey the hair and the boobage...