I feel like I'm balancing on a spider infested log in a creepy ass swamp, and I can't get off of it. No happy thought lasts long; everything leads to painful memories and hopeless wishes. Every night is full of horrible, haunting nightmares with so many people from my past I have unfinished shit with. And one person is in all of them. I try...
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Wow. Last night I laughed, and today Bryce put bandaids on my heart.
Too see what made me laugh go here and go to the lounge and check out the 'pugophobia' section. There's a real cute picture towards the bottom of the page.
That silly Jim.
Too see what made me laugh go here and go to the lounge and check out the 'pugophobia' section. There's a real cute picture towards the bottom of the page.
That silly Jim.
escapegoat:
ill never be able to pet a pug the same.......er maybe a little differently...............im not sure what i shall do, but my little butt pug will be special...........
I dreamt we had had a fight and we kept talking on the phone. I could see him making phone calls to me, but I wasn't there. We were making up and I was riding the bus to meet him, and he would call again from somewhere else. Each time he called I could see him, and he was in more and more desolate surroundings,...
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sicily:
cheer-up activity of the day:
project 'ass bomb'
material:
-fire cracker
-lighter
attire:
-skirt/no panties
instructions:
a. take a stroll down to the local super market
b. when no one is looking, insert fire cracker in butthole
c. go to festive, holiday isle
d. begin opening candy bags/boxes, etc., and consuming contents
e. when troglodyte employee asks you to stop, bend over and light fire cracker.
f. your strange behavior will confuse him
g. punch him in the face and briskly exit building.
(be sure to remove fire cracker from butthole before doing damage to yourself)
result:
grotesque amusement with self shall lead to a more satisfying day.
project 'ass bomb'
material:
-fire cracker
-lighter
attire:
-skirt/no panties
instructions:
a. take a stroll down to the local super market
b. when no one is looking, insert fire cracker in butthole
c. go to festive, holiday isle
d. begin opening candy bags/boxes, etc., and consuming contents
e. when troglodyte employee asks you to stop, bend over and light fire cracker.
f. your strange behavior will confuse him
g. punch him in the face and briskly exit building.
(be sure to remove fire cracker from butthole before doing damage to yourself)
result:
grotesque amusement with self shall lead to a more satisfying day.
jaime:
I wish that I could physically be in Portland to comfort you with some cherry coke, maybe some beef jerky and a great big hug.
nightmares..both in mind and environment...can spin your head forever it seems.
we share too many experiences...though they differ slightly, they are definitely similar.
It's true. The Partridge Family is suppose to sound fun, groovy and exciting, and they do....but the lyrics bring more pain to a hurting heart. We know all to well.
sorry if this comment is chaotic but it's really late and I got drunk at the Death In June show tonight, so.....
xoxox
nightmares..both in mind and environment...can spin your head forever it seems.
we share too many experiences...though they differ slightly, they are definitely similar.
It's true. The Partridge Family is suppose to sound fun, groovy and exciting, and they do....but the lyrics bring more pain to a hurting heart. We know all to well.
sorry if this comment is chaotic but it's really late and I got drunk at the Death In June show tonight, so.....
xoxox
Once you are in love, whether it has been there for one day or ten years, it still can crush you when it ends. Time unfortunately can't figure into that for me at all. I wish it could.
vader_____:
You will be fine sweetie!!
dismal
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bleh:
oh, and even though by the time i do it i won't be a member of the site, I'm still planning on heading up to your part of the world in march to check it out 
hyenahell:
dismal indeed.
xoxo.
-Hyena.
xoxo.
-Hyena.
Sick, sick, sick. Hospital. Most painful shot ever. IV refusal. Thinking I have appendisitis. Only a virus. 
bleh:
owie.. good luck
Sometimes I just want to be a little more mean. It's hard, and I feel bad for people when they are being dumb, but I have a problem telling these people to go away. They are obviously already so insecure, and I feel like my honesty could be the straw that breaks their camel back.
Example--the creepy check out guy at Fred Meyers who has...
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bleh:
sometimes it does suck being nice..
heh it's actually kinda funny I'm on day 3 of being sick , i hit almost everything on this list
I'd prefer to get you medicine
i went and got medicine today.. which is a major stretch for
me, i won't even take tylenol normally..
make you some soup
Got piles of soup in the kitchen mostly just drinking water
though
and cater to your movie wishes as I prop you up on pillows and blankies
not watching any movies, but i'm huddling on my bed with
like 8 pillows and my laptop
after forcing you to take a nice bath.
bath.. i took a bath yesterday and soaked in the steam for
like 45 minutes.. and i never take baths
i'm hoping this willbe over in a day or two.. how is it the day after i quit smoking i get sick as a dog? feh..
hope you and bryce are feeling better
heh it's actually kinda funny I'm on day 3 of being sick , i hit almost everything on this list
I'd prefer to get you medicine
i went and got medicine today.. which is a major stretch for
me, i won't even take tylenol normally..
make you some soup
Got piles of soup in the kitchen
mostly just drinking water
though
and cater to your movie wishes as I prop you up on pillows and blankies
not watching any movies, but i'm huddling on my bed with
like 8 pillows and my laptop
after forcing you to take a nice bath.
bath.. i took a bath yesterday and soaked in the steam for
like 45 minutes.. and i never take baths
i'm hoping this willbe over in a day or two.. how is it the day after i quit smoking i get sick as a dog? feh..
hope you and bryce are feeling better
bleh:
well it's kinda like all those rockstars dropping dead when they quit drugs.. once your body loses all the artificial crap in its system it wigs out...
oh, did you ever find out what video game i looked like i was from?
oh, did you ever find out what video game i looked like i was from?
Thanksgiving was rad. Bryce gave me an early xmas gift of spurs, which I have wanted forever. I wore them in the spirit of the old west, and puritans killing indians after stealing their turkeys. You know, Thanksgiving love.
I ate so much incredible food that five hours later I was still so full I unhappily puked.
Then I watched Magnolia, which I have to...
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I ate so much incredible food that five hours later I was still so full I unhappily puked.
Then I watched Magnolia, which I have to...
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hyenahell:
mmmm.... i've always wanted spurs, too... glad to see your wish was rightly fufilled.
blessings,
-Hyena.
blessings,
-Hyena.
jaime:
I have to record you this movie Jesse's friends Kim and Chris made. Weseley Willis is in it for a minute...he also does the outro song. Anyway, it's a western about this man who makes every decision based on the outcome dictated to him by his divinitory spurs which read things like: yes, no, kill, etc. It's grim yet hilarious...you'll see.
Bryce and I are quitting smoking. 
And we still haven't annoyed eachother.
What is this friend request bs?
I feel like I've been hitting the crack pipe all day long. I feel like my eyes are going to pop out of my head.
And we still haven't annoyed eachother.
What is this friend request bs?
I feel like I've been hitting the crack pipe all day long. I feel like my eyes are going to pop out of my head.
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bleh:
well the fact that you are both quitting should help you guys out..onedoing it and not the other is a recipe for disaster
hyenahell:
hurray for kicking the habit... best of luck with it.
despite numerous unforseeable roadblocks, i'm finally back on SG... glad to see things are going well (as far as i can tell from minimal internet spying-on-ness...
)
ciao for now, bellisima.
-Hyena.
despite numerous unforseeable roadblocks, i'm finally back on SG... glad to see things are going well (as far as i can tell from minimal internet spying-on-ness...
)
ciao for now, bellisima.
-Hyena.
I watched Bowling for Columbine for the first time last night and it was really, really good. It made me want to move to Canada. I can't imagine a culture that doesn't lock their doors in cities bigger than Portland. Or a city the size of LA with only one hand gun murder a year. Or a place where the news doesn't glorify war, racism,...
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amitabha:
Most people don't know this, but Bowling for Columbine was actually funded by the Canadian Government as a ploy to get people to move there. It's all a big lie.
And.. that fucking SUCKKKKKKKKKKSSSSSSSSs about your friend.. Jesus.. People suck.
And.. that fucking SUCKKKKKKKKKKSSSSSSSSs about your friend.. Jesus.. People suck.
amitabha:
I was actually just being retarded.. It's not a big lie... I love that movie, but you definitely have to take everything that he says with a grain of salt.