kudra

Sometimes I just want to be a little more mean. It's hard, and I feel bad for people when they are being dumb, but I have a problem telling these people to go away. They are obviously already so insecure, and I feel like my honesty could be the straw that breaks their camel back.
Example--the creepy check out guy at Fred Meyers who has to talk to me about tattoos every time I come into the store. Coming all the way over to my fucking check out line to tell me how people are so rude to approach him and grab him, and hey, he's just a person and could they please back off. So stupid he doesn't even realize that's what he is essentially doing to me. I'm just trying to buy tampons and medicine and he has to come over and show me his sleeve and talk to me about people being intrusive.

I want to tell these people to get the fuck away, that I don't care. But I don't if they are atleast being nice about it. I feel like, oh well, he's excited about it and obviously can reach some level of coolness and comradeship by sharing this with me. Far be it for me to tell him to go away. I might hurt his feelings.

But fuck.