kudra

There are times that I go to bed by eleven or midnight or so, but I can't fall asleep. I remember last looks at the clock as late as four or five am, and the sinking feeling that the alarm is going off around six-thirty.
Usually I'm able to drag my ass out of bed and go to work, with the aid of three Cherry Cokes.
Sometimes my body is so weak I think I'm sick and actually manifest fevers and swollen glands.
Today I lay in bed shivering and sleeping until past one pm. My throat is killing me. I didn't fall asleep until around five-thirty.
Insomnia is a disease and it's quickly turning into a mental illness because it drives me quite literally INSANE.