kudra

Kinda sick in the sense that, I made the time to listen to him, and by his books, then have put them on a shelf, for what, posterity? I'm not sure completely. Keep twisting my arm I'm sure it'll break eventually, ow, ok the Bhagavad-Gita is next on my side table.
wishicould-feel my arm

i don't much like killing them, they seem so proud as they fight for that last moment, i know i should do something that doesn't trouble me so much, but this is what i can manage because i can't do 40-50 hours of construction a week, i tried and i ended up hurt real bad...anyway i go out at 5am because we have to time the tide so we don't get caught in an area called the potato patch which has wrecked many boats and ships, i caught 12 salmon and i could feel their spirits follow me all day..i have drank some patron and i am sounding a lil' crazy...i will probably cath more this morning cuz they are really running right now, it is hard to be the exucutioner of such a beautiful being, i hope i can be worthy to take them, they fight hard for their lives and they bleed as much as a person...i only hope to be worthy...i lost 50 $$$ gambling with the other fisherman..the fate of murderers is to risk everything for nothing i was once told.....