I have so many thoughts running through my head. Unfortunately I'm not in the mood for speaking in code, so I'm not going to say a thing on here. I like this "journal" and I hate it. I can't bring myself to write privately on paper, and what I can wrtie about on here is limited. It's good and bad. I'm sure it doesn't make much sense, but maybe you never had a years worth of your thoughts stolen. It's hard to put things down on paper again. There are things I want to get out of me but I don't or won't or can't. I know I have a tendency to be too nuerotic. But this is more like some wierd kind of fear I can't shake.
P.S. HAPPY SUMMER SOLSTICE!!!
P.S. HAPPY SUMMER SOLSTICE!!!
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bleh:
true , but at the time i had to vent somewhere and this was the safest forum.. a bunch of strangers who don't know me or the people i spoke of.. and really, if they were to find it it wouldn't be fatal, it was just easier to remove it after it had served its purpose to me..
joubee:
Yes code can get rather silly after a while...like me have to mask our visceral expressions to keep cool.