Last night I got a message from my mom that my brother (who I was supposed to go see before he dies in just 12 more days) is in the hospital in a meth-induced cancer-ridden coma and they will be pulling the plug on him tomorrow. This has been such a long time coming it's sort of hard to sort out how I feel....I think I won't feel much for the next 24 hours because I have felt this limbo before many, many times. But he is dying tomorrow.
So I called up Scott and went and had a few more drinks then went and hung out with Lux and drank more and spent a good long while bull shitting and watching random videos.
Talked to Omar on the phone for a good hour and a half again this morning which cheered me up. On top of my brother going to die I'm dealing with some other incredibly lame shit today. Somehow I'm coasting along okay.
So I called up Scott and went and had a few more drinks then went and hung out with Lux and drank more and spent a good long while bull shitting and watching random videos.
Talked to Omar on the phone for a good hour and a half again this morning which cheered me up. On top of my brother going to die I'm dealing with some other incredibly lame shit today. Somehow I'm coasting along okay.
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breathe.
push through the next couple days,
maybe we can go to the ocean.
Ill call from work today.