Hey SG land 💘
I am so rarely posting on the site lately and first of all I want to say BIG THANKS to everyone who is following my posts, liking, supporting and remembering me! You guys are really freaking awesome! You give me motivation to go on 💞
I am still drifting around a long period of burning out, addictions, chain of wrong decisions and relying on wrong people. Still I somehow manage to experience a lot of true and wonderful emotions. Whatever difficulties I have faced during this year and a half - I am utterly grateful for the amazing moments I had - and some of them are connected with my work for SuicideGirls and the people I met through the community.
It is a month today that my country is leading the terrible war with Ukraine. That's something that makes my heart suffer and bleed. I have never been content with life in Russia but things got really scary now. I hate Putin's regime and I feel an urge to do something to fight it and to help Ukrainian people but with the current situation I have neither opportunity nor resources to do it. SWs from Russia have big difficulties with withdrawing their earnings and donations to Ukraine and even speaking out a position that is against Kremlin propaganda is prohibited by Russian laws.
In a very short time I am moving to a different country. I don't know what will happen to Russia in future. But I hope I will have the opportunity at least to visit my family and friends. It is so strange to leave 34 years of my life behind and change to something totally new. But maybe in my emigration I will find peace with myself at last.
Stay tuned. If everything goes smooth I will post from another country in a week 💓
No war!!! 🇺🇦
@missy @penny @lust @mickey
