Grrr...finally, I got my computer reset so that I can update and do all of the fun things here that I like... for example...looking at the sets!!! Grrr, the whole time it was taunting me, I could see the sets coming up but I couldn't access them... what a pain.
I will have to update more later, I swamped for time... but I promise to...
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well, no one brought me Milla... that's disappointing.. it was the only thing I wanted, i swear. 
I had a really bizarre dream last night... so bizarre it has stuck with me all day. I dreamt that I had developed these cysts in my wrists on each hand that had to be removed and drained, because they were leaking nasty things into my bloodstream... and...
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I had a really bizarre dream last night... so bizarre it has stuck with me all day. I dreamt that I had developed these cysts in my wrists on each hand that had to be removed and drained, because they were leaking nasty things into my bloodstream... and...
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variety:
I most certainly did get the print, I'm in LOVE with it!! It's the perfect thing for the space, I couldn't imagine anything else there. That was quite a dream, I must say... very spooky!
anarchie:
That is a crazy dream. I experienced my first dead arm a few weeks ago. I woke up with it and I really thought my arm had completely lost all function forever. Scary fucking 5 minutes, I tell you!
cleverthings:
Hell yeah - I second that wish!!
Milla...
Happy Valentine's day to you for yesterday!
Hope you had a great day...
I went to Dreamworld (a themepark here in Australia) and spent a funfilled day on rides, water and scare-rides, particularly an awesome one where you plummet for 5 secs after being held in a very very high position for 30 seconds. Trippy shit.
I'm reading Robert Jordan's 11th book in his epic ridiculous Wheel of Time and am actually impressed. No. 10 was crap but 11 actually has got me hooked... he's a crazy writer. You know there'd be a line of fans willing to take a bullet for Jordan just so he'd finish the goddamn Wheel of Time?!
Oh God, back to Milla.
*swoon*
Milla...
Happy Valentine's day to you for yesterday!
Hope you had a great day...
I went to Dreamworld (a themepark here in Australia) and spent a funfilled day on rides, water and scare-rides, particularly an awesome one where you plummet for 5 secs after being held in a very very high position for 30 seconds. Trippy shit.
I'm reading Robert Jordan's 11th book in his epic ridiculous Wheel of Time and am actually impressed. No. 10 was crap but 11 actually has got me hooked... he's a crazy writer. You know there'd be a line of fans willing to take a bullet for Jordan just so he'd finish the goddamn Wheel of Time?!
Oh God, back to Milla.
*swoon*
Does anyone know where I can download songs from the Velvet Goldmine Soundtrack? I'm looking for some that aren't on the soundtrack. There's "Sebastian", sung by Jonathan Rhys Meyers (Venus in Furs), "My Unlcean" sung by Ewan McGregor, and "Gimme Danger" also sung by Ewan McGregor. I really wanted these also when I bought it, but they are not included and I can't seem to...
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driana:
How's it going sweet lady?
cleverthings:
Books - books for young adults!! Seriously, check out some Australian fantasy authors because they're fantastic for that age group. I was a voracious reader through high school (and still am...) and was constantly disappointed with American and UK authors because they were exactly as you describe: preparing the reader for romance bullshit.
But - Isobelle Carmody, Victor Kelleher, Gary Crew, Gillian Rubenstein.
The following are old books that I still adore:
1. Isobelle Carmody - The Gathering
2. Isobelle Carmody - Green Monkey Dreams
3. Victor Kelleher - Taronga
4. Gillian Rubenstein - Beyond the Labyrinth
Those books fucked delightfully with my head as a teenager and made me really think and feel so much more than other books did.
Anyway, you've probably read them, but any opportunity I get to espouse good Aussie writing and good young adult fiction, I just have to take it!!
Sorry to hear about your family and I hope you can fight through it...
But - Isobelle Carmody, Victor Kelleher, Gary Crew, Gillian Rubenstein.
The following are old books that I still adore:
1. Isobelle Carmody - The Gathering
2. Isobelle Carmody - Green Monkey Dreams
3. Victor Kelleher - Taronga
4. Gillian Rubenstein - Beyond the Labyrinth
Those books fucked delightfully with my head as a teenager and made me really think and feel so much more than other books did.
Anyway, you've probably read them, but any opportunity I get to espouse good Aussie writing and good young adult fiction, I just have to take it!!
Sorry to hear about your family and I hope you can fight through it...
Thanks everyone for the kind words and all that. I think I shut down for the last ten days. But I'll give a proper update now that my head is somewhat more together.
My father has been in and out of different hospitals for two weeks now. At present he is in a rehab clinic going through detox. This is good and bad, my mom...
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My father has been in and out of different hospitals for two weeks now. At present he is in a rehab clinic going through detox. This is good and bad, my mom...
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sionkali:
oh sweetie, I am so sorry about what is going on in your life right now. If you ever, EVER need someone to vent to or just to talk to, for any reason, do not hesitate to let me know and I will be here for you.
danaide:
It sounds to me that with everything that is going on you are being really hard on you self. Sex takes two and yes you feel you made a bad choice, but at the time you wanted comfort and love from some one close to you. Friends are there when you need them.
I am really sorry for everything you are going through and hope everything works out. ( *shy hug *)
Is it possible to use it in a creative inspiration? I always find myself wallowing instead of creating.
I am really sorry for everything you are going through and hope everything works out. ( *shy hug *)
Is it possible to use it in a creative inspiration? I always find myself wallowing instead of creating.
my father's in the hospital.
...yeah, that hurts.
...yeah, that hurts.
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minibeanie:
My thoughts are with you sweetie......
free2b:
I don't know you, but sorry to hear about your dad.
I just looked at deviantART and I love: Eidolon 5, love the colors, the painting has a lot to say, and I also liked Your New MIss America!! Beautiful!
I just looked at deviantART and I love: Eidolon 5, love the colors, the painting has a lot to say, and I also liked Your New MIss America!! Beautiful!
So, I have a bizarre situation I just realized...heh, when don't I have a bizarre situation...beside the point... I really do think I am falling in love with someone.... someone close to me... someone who I cannot have... and that's the worst part of it.
Ok, I work with this girl... she's beautiful, and such a honest, sweet, astounding woman, and I can't have her......
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Ok, I work with this girl... she's beautiful, and such a honest, sweet, astounding woman, and I can't have her......
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fallen1carus:
not sure what to say to make you stop... i think if you do anything you have to be damn sure that she knows what she's doing first. you don't want to be the one who everyone's mad at when things go awry.
...but i'm interested in some of your artwork for sale. specifically "Eidolon 5". do you have prints that you are selling or the original? and how much? honestly i have no idea how much to offer for something like that, but i'm very taken by the piece.
...but i'm interested in some of your artwork for sale. specifically "Eidolon 5". do you have prints that you are selling or the original? and how much? honestly i have no idea how much to offer for something like that, but i'm very taken by the piece.
anarchie:
Girls are headfucks. 
And I love them so.
And I love them so.wow, thanks guys for expressing concern. I should really not update and say negative things. It's true, I'm in a funk, and things have been weird lately, but I am trying to get myself together.
One thing is that in a few months I have to find a new place to live, and I am trying to decide if I want to go back to...
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One thing is that in a few months I have to find a new place to live, and I am trying to decide if I want to go back to...
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krispette:
hey there...commenting on ur group/board chat...i h8 when people play the dyke-card on me!! come the fuk on. that girl was too drunk and too straight and that is why she got all ballistic. fuk em!! 
i love to paint also. acrylics are my fav. What media do u prefer??
i love to paint also. acrylics are my fav. What media do u prefer??
neuroticanne:
merry christmassy! 
I guess I should update, though no one is around anymore who might have an interest in what's going on with me anymore.
I am not having a good go at life lately. Things have happened recenty that have really made me withdraw into myself. I don't feel like there's much left of me to share with you all. Bottom line is that I'm so...
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I am not having a good go at life lately. Things have happened recenty that have really made me withdraw into myself. I don't feel like there's much left of me to share with you all. Bottom line is that I'm so...
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cincity:
Geez woman...your gonna make me cry. Things can only go up if your way down at the bottom...you just gotta help it along. Think happy thoughts...like little fuzzy bunnies or kisses from Cincity!!! woo hooo
dakini:
*hugs*
well, it's been ages since I updated, guess I'd best get on that.
The show went well, I got a bit too drunk to really remember all of it... what a professional I am. *rolls eyes*
There's this lovely lady who comes into work whom I'm quite taken with. She comes into the cafe to study constantly, and comes up to the counter to chat...
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The show went well, I got a bit too drunk to really remember all of it... what a professional I am. *rolls eyes*
There's this lovely lady who comes into work whom I'm quite taken with. She comes into the cafe to study constantly, and comes up to the counter to chat...
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variety:
I wanna send you final payment, what is it????
variety:
Oh, how was 'walk the line'? I'm totally excited about going to see taht one soon
I made the papers....bitches....
Not that it's a huge deal, it's not the first time... but it was an excuse to say "I made the paper...bitches..." I'll take any excuse I can get.
So yeah, any and all Lansing and Michigan folk looking for something to do on Friday night (the 18th) should come out and check out the show at Scene Metrospace. It's going...
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Not that it's a huge deal, it's not the first time... but it was an excuse to say "I made the paper...bitches..." I'll take any excuse I can get.
So yeah, any and all Lansing and Michigan folk looking for something to do on Friday night (the 18th) should come out and check out the show at Scene Metrospace. It's going...
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cincity:
I think I fixed it!
jadednerdgirl:
I wish I could go see that showing. sounds cool.
Grrrrr!!!!
*rumble rumble rumble*
.....and double grrr!!! I lost my bloody phone list....well, half of it... grrrr....
I have yet to join the legions of those who has a cel phone. In the meantime, I collect phone numbers on a scrap of paper, half of which are saved in my computer typed up...the rest of which are new numbers that are hand written on it....
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*rumble rumble rumble*
.....and double grrr!!! I lost my bloody phone list....well, half of it... grrrr....
I have yet to join the legions of those who has a cel phone. In the meantime, I collect phone numbers on a scrap of paper, half of which are saved in my computer typed up...the rest of which are new numbers that are hand written on it....
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fieldofdepth:
My cell died a few weeks ago with every contact I have ever know in it. It was the only place those numbers existed. A herd lesson learned.
A herd lesson learned.
minibeanie:
Well just dont lose my number.....you must drunken call me sometime
How have you been, oh silent one?