I just don't want to be here right now.
The re-take for the algebra COMPASS MATC thing I failed so horribly is tomorrow and I don't feel good about it at all. I feel queasy and I need to study but studying doesn't help when you don't remember any of it and you don't have anything to remind you what stupid fucking symbols like ↔ is.
I just want it to be tomorrow at like 3 pm, because then I get to see Matthew and pick up bison guts and hopefully spend the rest of the evening with Matthew and it'll be after I've re-taken my algebra test.
And I don't want to face anything new. I want and need to get into MATC's vet tech program, but at the same time that's the last thing I want to do. But if I don't/can't do that, what the fuck am I going to do?
I don't want to go to sleep tonight because I don't want to take the test tomorrow. I just wanna see Matt. And I want it to be the weekend again. (A weekend when Matt stays in Madison.)
The re-take for the algebra COMPASS MATC thing I failed so horribly is tomorrow and I don't feel good about it at all. I feel queasy and I need to study but studying doesn't help when you don't remember any of it and you don't have anything to remind you what stupid fucking symbols like ↔ is.
I just want it to be tomorrow at like 3 pm, because then I get to see Matthew and pick up bison guts and hopefully spend the rest of the evening with Matthew and it'll be after I've re-taken my algebra test.
And I don't want to face anything new. I want and need to get into MATC's vet tech program, but at the same time that's the last thing I want to do. But if I don't/can't do that, what the fuck am I going to do?
I don't want to go to sleep tonight because I don't want to take the test tomorrow. I just wanna see Matt. And I want it to be the weekend again. (A weekend when Matt stays in Madison.)
And thank you for backing my outbursts up with facts.