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Ok.. How Fucking pathetic is this.

Thursday is my Birthday...

I'm going to The Dropkick Murphys W/ The Horrorpops ALONE.

I'm such a loser.


frown

PEACE!!!!
_chris_:
Whatever. I love doing things alone. If people are with me, fine... I'm not going to argue... But...

The whole idea that anything worth doing is better done with others is just lost on me, I guess. I can take it or leave it. It doesn't matter much to me. I find myself really apathetic as far as matters like these go... I hope that doesn't come off as a bad thing, because I don't mean it to be mean or hateful, but... I'm sure you see where I'm coming from. Maybe. I dunno.

That being said, I hope the show and your birthday go well... Have a happy Ninety-Second.

smile
cheech:
80% of my club-show treks have been alone. It works out well that way if it's an unknown band and they sugk...

Hope your bday is great; mine is coming up soon, and reminding me that time is moving and my haggered ass needs to get going, too.
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...As far as possible, without surrender, be on good terms with all persons.

Speak your truth quietly and clearly;

and listen to others, even the dull and ignorant;

They too have their story.

Avoid loud and aggressive persons;

they are vexatious to the spirit.

If you compare yourself with others,

you may become vain or bitter,

for always there will be greater and lesser persons...
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cheech:
The last part there is why I always feel troubled about job interviews. :^/
pskank:
Down with the government!

Umm. yea.

pskank
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18 .6 Miles in the snow and rain

3 hours 28 minutes.

ABSOLUTE INSANITY

Boston Here i come!!!!







I AM SO FUCKING BORED, I'm going to the Gym.

PEACE!!!!!!
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cheech:
Hope the gym isn't toooo boring.
_chris_:
Wear yourself out... That's what I do whenever I can't think to do anything else. The more you exert yourself, the more you forget that there's not much else to do...

(Hence, your gym trips and my 3am skate runs...)

Hope everything's going great for ya.
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dharmabox:
well said well said.



thanks.......
cincity:
Eww your leaving...thats no good. Where are you deploying to? Man, can't believe you have tickets to RENT....I so would have gone again. The movie comes out on DVD Tuesday which I have been looking forward to. Well, if you go out to sea will you have a different addy?
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I feel so fucking tired...maybe i'm dying.

but I love so therefore I am...


PEACE!!!!!!!
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There are so many pleasures in life, things that make you really happy. A wise man counters though that into every life a little rain must fall. that for everything good there is something equally bad.

the thing that really sucks though is the bad is mostly bigger than the good. mostly i find myself taken prisoner by the anxiety, the hurt, the cravings that...
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Sobriety is a good thing ...insn't it?

I think too much when i'm not drinking.

This week-end, ghost of my past.

life seems so unequal. I think yes.

the male of the species is at it's best easily manipulated. at it's worst absolulty unintelligent. I fear for our existence.

a man will let himself be absolutly humiliated all for a piece of ass.

what's worse,...
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shicawgo:
I think bisexuality and curiousness is so very present in all of SG. I think, as far as my experience on SG, the bi guy is more often the rule than the exception.

It will never be -in my opinion- absolutely mainstream accepted for guys to be into guys....it challenges (dare I say threatens) the social fabric of society.... here, in america at least.

If a mans sexuality is defined as being the Other compliment to a Woman then if he takes on the trad characteristics of the Female there is no other....without the other there is no self, right? So it's a lot bigger deal than hey everyone, lets just love who we love...

And I think the biggest reason why it's not "Ok" for guys to be open about being with guys is not because guys hate it so much, but that it isn't widely appealing to girls. I think most guys know that most guys have a little gay in em, but it's the girls who can't really handle it. So no one can.


make sense?

cheech:
From what I see of the world lately, in our Administration and friends in the mid-East, bisexuality of any kind would meet some pretty fierce resistance in some quarters... and yet the entertainment biz is having some of it, for reasons both decent/ respectable and manipulative/ exploitative.

I think what I need to do more of is drink a bit, rather than try to drink a bunch. Like two beers last night- that was a good amount.
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Dearly beloved we gather here to say our goodbyes...


In a manner of speaking I regret writing this update. Though it may not be my last entry, it is the beginnig of the end.

After much deliberation and languishing over choices I've decided to let my membership lapse.

Though it does sadden me, i feel this may be the best choice.
The male ego is...
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shicawgo:
You want it, you got it baby wink

and I'd be interested to know the reasons about your friendships...


kiss
shicawgo:
Weel in my case I do not like to be the center of attention, I don't like too much attention at all. But while I was growing up my mothers only punishment ever was to act as if I didn't exist. Sometimes for more than a week, but never less than 4 days. That was the magic number. But it was a good thing in the long run because I had no choice other than to learn how to do laundry and cook and get to school and home safe by the time I was 7. So now I'm rabidly independent. (But secretly in my heart I'm really not, but I don't really pay attention to that) And I can iron a mean pair of slacks. wink

Anyways , I was interested in why you don't have many friends. You said you knew the reason. That kinda thing begs the question WHAT is it??

sleep well new friend. kiss
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Life is to enjoy.

If my life is empty it is because I have lost the ability to appreciate, to have fun, to find pleasure in life. For when I take pleasure in the process of living, my life is rewarding, satisfying, fulfilling. The best answer to the problem of an empty life is to fill it with pleasant, enjoyable activity. The good life consists...
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dharmabox:
so are you the enlightened hedonist?

student: master why you always call me grasshopper?
master: because you ugly like insect.


oh wise one glad you are enjoying life, mines been a series of goods and bads. it will be more goods when i am back out living on my own. i just need a little more strength.
cheech:
I don't mind getting mixes. Also, if you get a chance- the Nebraska? As I said, been interested in hearing it for nearly a 1/4 century.
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dharmabox:
that drawing reminds me of what i look like in the middle of a migraine. what are you representing there other than roaring silence?
lemuria:
nice drawing biggrin and thanks for answering my questions. smile