HAPPY SUMMER SOLSTICE EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
In honor of the day...NEW PROFILE PIC.....
The longest day of the year, and we start sliding into winter tomorrow. It's all GREAT though. I love all seasons for many different.
Well..I've been thinking too much again, and you all know what happens when I think too much, yup...i'm a little down.
It's warranted though, atleast I think it is.
scene: I'm about half way through my son's summer visit. Which has been exceptionally cool this year. I guess that comes with the fact he is more grown up and older this year (14/15 y/o).
Along with getting older though comes more independence. He has already informed me that he probaly won't be spending as long with me next summer, and I know that our time spent together will only get shorter as he get's older. I know that letting go is all a part being a parent.
I've already lost so much time with him though. Time I know I will never get back. I do still like and respect my EX- Wife, but i still kind of blame her for lost years. This is for reason I don't want to bore you all with.
I guess I just have to always be there, and all the other cliche's you want to use. There is ju7st so much distance between us (800 miles) I will never feel like a real father.
I'm still so proud of him though. Finishing out his first year of High School with straight A's. So Cool....
Oh well...I really don't want to be a downer becasue I'm actually alright. I guess just tired.
Ok..crappy update I know, but i'm in a period of summer doldrum right now. I hope everyone stays great ..have a great summer everyone. ENJOY!!!
VIGELENCE!!!!!
In honor of the day...NEW PROFILE PIC.....
The longest day of the year, and we start sliding into winter tomorrow. It's all GREAT though. I love all seasons for many different.
Well..I've been thinking too much again, and you all know what happens when I think too much, yup...i'm a little down.
It's warranted though, atleast I think it is.
scene: I'm about half way through my son's summer visit. Which has been exceptionally cool this year. I guess that comes with the fact he is more grown up and older this year (14/15 y/o).
Along with getting older though comes more independence. He has already informed me that he probaly won't be spending as long with me next summer, and I know that our time spent together will only get shorter as he get's older. I know that letting go is all a part being a parent.
I've already lost so much time with him though. Time I know I will never get back. I do still like and respect my EX- Wife, but i still kind of blame her for lost years. This is for reason I don't want to bore you all with.
I guess I just have to always be there, and all the other cliche's you want to use. There is ju7st so much distance between us (800 miles) I will never feel like a real father.
I'm still so proud of him though. Finishing out his first year of High School with straight A's. So Cool....
Oh well...I really don't want to be a downer becasue I'm actually alright. I guess just tired.
Ok..crappy update I know, but i'm in a period of summer doldrum right now. I hope everyone stays great ..have a great summer everyone. ENJOY!!!
VIGELENCE!!!!!
oh how years fly by.. I look at my younger brother and realize hes 16 and taller than I am.