kristoph

ok. i give up. for real this time.
fuck it all.
yup.
people are shit. fucking liars.
so i guess i'm not allowed happiness!
i wish i even had the courage to do something about it. to hate the people that've put me here. but i've just forgiven another.
please...walk all over me! i fucking beg you!! yeah..this is all pathetic, whiney emo bullshit...but you know what? i don't care! this shit fucking cuts me to the bone and whether i'm justified in letting it hurt me it motherfucking does!!
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