Life update: been struggling with clinical depression for a while and, due to losing my car, consistently being treated like crap from the only family I have, and not being laid since November, it's gotten pretty bad. I've had some rotten terrible thoughts. I went to my sister and she told me to cheer up. I know that's not how it works, but I'm really trying. I've been forcing myself to not push people away as much, and to make a huge effort to make sure I make as many people feel as nice as I can. Good karma can only help, I suppose.
I hate my boss. I work at a sketchy gas station in a skeezy town, and she acts like she is queen bee. I can't stand her. She sits on her ass and she's a bitch. Ugh. My managers, on the other hand, are awesome. You couldn't find better people to work with. It's hard finding rides but I can't afford a car so it's all I can do.
I always feel like a sugar daddy would be a cool thing to have but you look at the women on those websites and they're so beautiful. How could someone like me keep up?
I know I seem all over the place, but I have so many things in my head and hardly ever find a medium it release them. I thought I'd have all this stuff figured out by now.
I haven't been eating as much, if drinking as much soda pop, but I don't think I've lost any weight. I've even started walking here and there around town.
As you can see, I have a cat and I've kind of turned into a crazy cat lady. If you wanna buy me cat related things, you're more than welcome.
Here are some pictures to update you on my life and some things. If you read my blog post thank you. I'm gonna try to keep up with it. Messages are always welcome, and I'll try to get back to you as soon as I can. Oh, and if you wanna follow me on Tumblr just search amaroqgirl.
-Krissy
Postscript: Here are some things and stuff I wanna share with my comments on the stuff I feel like commenting on. Lemme know what you wanna comment on!
II don't know who this man is. Some random posted it on Tumblr but this is such a sexy picture and I don't know why.
Most days this is me, to be honest.
My next tattoo, probably.
Only true because I don't have pants on.
Self-explanatory.
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