krisssti

today has been a pretty good one. the weather is nice and bright and sunny. such a nice change after this coldness weve been having. guh! i hate being cold. i had to take a hot bath everyday cuz my dads cheap and barley heats this place. btw, i really need to get my own place. im gonna start saving my money. NOW!

i cant wait til tomorrow! payday baby. im gonna start going to the gym. eating healthy. the rest of my moneys going to savings. im not gonna waiste it on clothes and hair die and so on. i have all that i need.

im so glad that im feeling like myself today. iv been deppressed for so long and im finnally getting over it. breakups really do a number on me. i wish i didnt let myself fall in love so easily. but whatever, it happens.

i feel like iv accomplished a lot today. washed clothes, dishes, mopped the floor cuz it smells like dog pee, cleaned the bathroom. cleaning, as odd as it sounds really gives me a sense of accomplishment. thats always been what i do when im sad. it gets my mind off of things and when im done i have a clean house. haha ^_^ and not to mention im not harming my body in anyway. much better way to go than turning to drugs and all.

im feeling in control. something i have really had a lack of lately. its nice. but yes, i am still smoking. as much as i hate it, im freaking addicted to cigs. grrr! but whatever, ill stop one day.

so good day!

pirates are coooooooool!