Well I just watched "Matrix: Relaoded", and enjoyed it very much. The only let-down was the ending; felt WAY too abrupt.
There are two scenes where I couldn't help but get just a little bit somewhat choked up while watching. 1- in the beginning where Trinity and Neo are in bed. Neo says "I can't lose you" and she holds his hand and says "I'm never letting go". 2. Towards the end, Neo rescues her and says the same thing and (SPOILER AHEAD) pulls the bullet out of her stomach.
Now I didn't actually cry or anything, but came really close. Why? Fuck it, words can't express how much I miss those moments of intamacy and affection. Ladies, I'm sure you've run into your fair share of male hornballs who have toyed with your emotion in the name of sexual conquest; HOWEVER, believe me when I tell you that their are also men out there who obsess over all the little things. (esp. us writers and poets in the house)
There are many little things that I miss from each of my ex's. For one, I miss those moments when in the midst of cuddling we'd look each other in the eye and she'd ask me whispering "what?" and I'd just smile, shake my head and say "nothing", followed by a couple of kisses, then more cuddling. For another, I miss how she would kiss me: hard, but not overly forceful...perfectly passionate.
There are lot of things little things I miss in general: holding hands, cuddling, sharing stories, interrupting the cuddling with sudden attacks of tickling each other till we both get tired and just cuddle more, etc.......
I am so fucking sick of being single. It's not as bad as it used to be though. I've learned a lot from recent experiences about courtship and the rules of attraction and whatnot so I no longer feel quite like such a clueless spazz. Whenever I see happy couples walking past me, it doesn't quiet get to me like it used to; but those two scenes in that movie REALLY hit home.
"Every drop of flame
lights a candle in
memory of the one,
who lived inside my skin
I can tell you why
people go insane
I can show you how
you could do the same
I can tell you why
it will never come
I can tell you I'm
a shadow on the sun" - Audioslave
There are two scenes where I couldn't help but get just a little bit somewhat choked up while watching. 1- in the beginning where Trinity and Neo are in bed. Neo says "I can't lose you" and she holds his hand and says "I'm never letting go". 2. Towards the end, Neo rescues her and says the same thing and (SPOILER AHEAD) pulls the bullet out of her stomach.
Now I didn't actually cry or anything, but came really close. Why? Fuck it, words can't express how much I miss those moments of intamacy and affection. Ladies, I'm sure you've run into your fair share of male hornballs who have toyed with your emotion in the name of sexual conquest; HOWEVER, believe me when I tell you that their are also men out there who obsess over all the little things. (esp. us writers and poets in the house)
There are many little things that I miss from each of my ex's. For one, I miss those moments when in the midst of cuddling we'd look each other in the eye and she'd ask me whispering "what?" and I'd just smile, shake my head and say "nothing", followed by a couple of kisses, then more cuddling. For another, I miss how she would kiss me: hard, but not overly forceful...perfectly passionate.
There are lot of things little things I miss in general: holding hands, cuddling, sharing stories, interrupting the cuddling with sudden attacks of tickling each other till we both get tired and just cuddle more, etc.......
I am so fucking sick of being single. It's not as bad as it used to be though. I've learned a lot from recent experiences about courtship and the rules of attraction and whatnot so I no longer feel quite like such a clueless spazz. Whenever I see happy couples walking past me, it doesn't quiet get to me like it used to; but those two scenes in that movie REALLY hit home.
"Every drop of flame
lights a candle in
memory of the one,
who lived inside my skin
I can tell you why
people go insane
I can show you how
you could do the same
I can tell you why
it will never come
I can tell you I'm
a shadow on the sun" - Audioslave
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So you're laying there with her on a wonderful, sunny day. You're cuddling and then that turns in to tickling and that turns in to a tickle fight and then...all of a sudden..she laughs so hard that she shits herself. Not just...shit....but the most horrible, putrid diarrhea you've ever seen. And it's everywhere. There must be gallons of it. Theres shit all over your legs and crotch and stomach. The smell is overwhelming so you vomit..and then she vomits. Again...must be gallons of vomit...gallons. And then...she fucking snaps...and starts eating the shit/vomit combo...just scooping it up in her hands and shoveling it in to her mouth. And in her craze she looks up at you and says "WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU LOOKING AT YOU FUCKING WORTHLESS ASSHOLE?? CANT A GIRL ENJOY A LITTLE SEXUAL HEALING EVERY ONCE AND A WHILE??!?!? IT'S NOT LIKE YOU HELP ME OUT IN THAT DEPARTMENT".
Incert that little snippit and everything should be all gravy...
But then again...I'm a bad person.