krim

Well well well i guess it's time for another update, although there isn't much of an update in my life right now. I seem to be stuck in this boring routine i call my life and i really want to break the cycle. Basically it consists of going to work, coming home, playing WoW for about 3-4 hours and then going to bed. There is a bit of eating and masturbating somewhere in between there. You know, the essentials. Then on my days off i might watch a couple movies, then play WoW, eat, drink, masturbate, and then it's back to sleep. That pretty much sums up my life right now. The problem is that my roomates who i've been friends with for a really long time pretty much do their own thing so i don't get to do things with them very often. One of them is like me and goes to school, sits in front of the computer working on his program, and then sleeping. I don't really know his masturbation habits but he probably does that a bit too, not that i like to think about it or anything. The other two roomates are a couple and pretty much sit in their room having sex and doing whatever. One of them has been my best friend since i was 7 years old but when he gets a girlfriend all that gets flushed down the toilet. We rarely hang out or do anything but whatever. I don't hold it against him because i might be the same way. I don't know because i've never been in a serious relationship my whole life because i don't let people get close to me. I have a feeling it's because my father was the same way as i grew up. It's so fucked up how kids turn out so much like their parents. I hate my dad for that. But I really need to get my ass out and meet some people. I love being around people, and i love to drink, but i don't like going to bars. I need to find something in the middle. Alas the sad story that is my life right now. I'm all alone in this great big world. I need something to do. Like hobbies. Maybe i should start collecting some leather bound books. So then i can be a big deal too. Maybe that's what i should do...