kraziegirl

Why is everyone at work obsessed with stealing my phone and taking candid pictures of its owner?

I sometimes wonder if the prospect of real happiness in a relationship scares me. Tom and I got divorced just when it seemed everything was going to be all right - school was over - he was actually getting a job. Then I decided he wasn't for me.

Now Matt and I are happy and I am driving myself crazy thinking that he is cheating on me. I have no evidence of an affair. No rational reason to think this at all. We spend almost every night together. Yet all I think when we are apart is "I bet he's railing someone else right now." Either his ex or the idiot bitch he works with at the restaraunt. I'm coming home unexpectedly early tonight. I guess I'll see.

He says he thinks jealousy is sweet. He also says he's no cheater. We just looked at a house earlier this week. Then we had a fight (very minor) on Thursday. I think I'm just freaking out.