kraven

Do you ever wonder why you try so hard to figure things out....only to be disappointed when you are left not knowing why? I find I am such a curious person. I hate the unknown...it scares me and I always try to find reason in things that sometimes I think there is not reason for. I wonder why my life takes the road it does.... I wonder if I willingly made the choices I did and took the road I wanted....or if we are led down these roads to learn a lesson and grow and move forward into something bigger and better. I also have had to learn that things happen for a reason and sometimes you can not control a situation.... but rather you are left to let it go and hope it works out for the best.
We go through struggles that are sometimes not fair, we go through heart ache and despair. There are times when nothing seems to go our way. And the world feels like it is crashing down.
And then there are times when we are on cloud nine.... we have a smile from ear to ear and you were meant to be in that very moment at that very time and you just know it is moments like that that make all the bad disappear. It is the good times that erase the bad.....help you pick up pieces and start over..... The good times help you know there is something amazing waiting for you. I truely feel laughter is the best medicine and you need to surround yourself with people who care for you the way you care for them.
I am not really sure why I am writting all this mushy -gushy stuff... I just am kinda emotional today and just sat down and wrote.....so there....deal with it... that is what you get for my blog today! I am sooooo super excited about things unfolding this year...... I am on a mission to make sure I see more good in every oppurtunity. I am hoping to be a more positive person, and in turn maybe my health will jump on board and decide its time to get better too hahahaha!
When times have you down....take a step back....tell yourself if it isnt good it isnt the end...things have to get better. If you feel like giving up...dig a little deeper and good things will come. A lot of my friends on the site here this past year have been through a lot, from heart ache to death....to job loss.... I write this for you. I hope you stay positive and know good is out there!