_FEB 4, 2011
_3:43PM CST
ANXIETYYYYYYYY.
No haircut for me anytime soon seeing as how I'm not making enough money. Bills are due, and lawd. I owe the IRS that damned money by April 17th.
I'm not pleased with certain reactions my boyfriend gives with the conversations we carry. His apathy is shining through lately in a not-so-positive light. Then it seems every weekend, it's necessary that I go over to his house and stay there. Last night was the first night in ages that he's stayed here. He seemed to be bored. Really bored. I showed him the movie Re-Animator though, and he enjoyed it. This morning, we woke up pretty late. He informed me he had to go help his dad with something and said we'd hang out later. Alright, cool. Then he texts me saying he got this little remote control helicopter in the mail, and he was ecstatic. Texts me about 30 minutes later explaining how awesome it is. I reply with, "Have you finished helping your dad?", and he informs me that his dad called him on the way home & decided he wasn't going to do what needed to be done today. Now, I'm sure Seth is expecting me to get my happy ass out into this weather and drive over there.
Yesterday after work, I had a bit of a long, sad closure with someone from my past. In the past, he should stay.
Though it is messy outside today, I do want to drive to the beach. I want to get away.
(Zoom in)
Just that far away, I suppose.
Fwump.
_3:43PM CST
ANXIETYYYYYYYY.
No haircut for me anytime soon seeing as how I'm not making enough money. Bills are due, and lawd. I owe the IRS that damned money by April 17th.
I'm not pleased with certain reactions my boyfriend gives with the conversations we carry. His apathy is shining through lately in a not-so-positive light. Then it seems every weekend, it's necessary that I go over to his house and stay there. Last night was the first night in ages that he's stayed here. He seemed to be bored. Really bored. I showed him the movie Re-Animator though, and he enjoyed it. This morning, we woke up pretty late. He informed me he had to go help his dad with something and said we'd hang out later. Alright, cool. Then he texts me saying he got this little remote control helicopter in the mail, and he was ecstatic. Texts me about 30 minutes later explaining how awesome it is. I reply with, "Have you finished helping your dad?", and he informs me that his dad called him on the way home & decided he wasn't going to do what needed to be done today. Now, I'm sure Seth is expecting me to get my happy ass out into this weather and drive over there.
Yesterday after work, I had a bit of a long, sad closure with someone from my past. In the past, he should stay.
Though it is messy outside today, I do want to drive to the beach. I want to get away.
(Zoom in)
Just that far away, I suppose.
Fwump.
I thought you might like this song hopefully it brings you back to life. I thought it was beautiful.