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Friday Jun 16, 2006

Jun 16, 2006
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So here is the edit that was SUPPOSE to go on the last journal entry. Fucking peice of shit...

I'm sorry. I didn't explain myself exactally... The horomone medication I take is for a physical illness... not for my emotional problems. But it sucks because with the meds my body is physically better & the disease is kept in line, but emotionally I am a mess. Without them though... I am emotionally better, but physically I would be too ill to get out of bed.

I always have to pick:

So, Ms Kitty, do you want to be physically well today or emotionally well today?

It always seems to work that way, doesn't it? Fucking just can't win.

And, by the way... this website is so very inefficient now, it is just ridiculous. It makes me feel like I am driving without a steering wheel. & I have tried to edit this thing 5 times now... no luck. Fucking peice of shit.
dmac:
I'm in the same boat as you right now. I've been on some meds for about two and a half weeks that have taken a little bit of the edge off my permanent headache. Not much, but it's a little progress. The first I've seen in six months, anyway. The trade-off is that I am totally tongue tied and have horrible word retrieval. I can't think of the right words in the right moment. My my neurologist warned me about this but I guess I thought I was exempt from side effects like this. HA! Even stuff I've said a hundred million times like "Hey, pass the ketchup" comes out like "hey, catch, the..... passme.....FUCK!" I guess it might be worth it if the headaches were completely gone, but they're not. Just like you, I have to pick. Do I stay on the meds and hope I continue to decrease the head pain little by little or do I give up and try something else. I've decided to give up and try something else. LIke a spinal tap next Thursday.....oh joy.

Yeah, this site is indeed a little less efficient now. Fucking piece of shit....amen to that.
Jun 16, 2006

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