kozmikgirl

I hate this day. This day sucks. Not because it's Valentine's Day, or maybe because it is Valentine's Day... I don't know. This day is stupid.

I feel clumsy, rejected, angry & irritated.

I just spent the last hour & 15 mintues cooking. I ruined two dinners already & I haven't any patience to try again... or really anything around here to cook anyway. Fuck if I only had some fucking fucking stupidass money, then I could just pick something up somewhere really quick like a normal gawdamn fucking person.

I am so pissed. I have just been crying all day because I never have money to do anything, not to go out, not to buy even fucking stupid lightbulbs or fucking new clothes that fit my newly skinnier body. Fuck this sick bullshit. Sick sick sick... all the time, can't work. Fucking assholes. Fucking stupid fucking day.