Anyone that's around me should probably just run when they see me. People around me are dropping like flies. First my grandpa died, and now my uncle died 3 days ago. I guess he had a massive heart attack. Plus, one of our dogs had puppies and they all died. We just found out the mother has canine herpes! I didn't know that even existed. Damn dirty dog! lol 
Hang in the bro it will get better.