My life has been such shit these past month. Work's driving me crazy. Everything that can possibly go wrong goes wrong, and if I'm not there to chase it down, it never gets done. The moment I shut my eyes things start going wrong again. The movie's great, but this is definitely one of those jobs which makes me think twice about doing film. Too much politics, too much nonsense, too long hours, and little pay. You do it for the love, but love is a reservoir, and I'm nearing a drought season.
Speaking of which, looks like me and my girl are broken up for more or less good. Which is weird, because I think deep down we both want to stay together. But it's just gotten to be too much work. She's tired of asking "Do you love me?" And when I respond positively, I'm tired of hearing "I don't believe you" or "don't say that to me" or "how dare you say that" or "you haven't loved me for a long time."
This kind of shit used to tear me up. Thought I'd always remain a romantic. But looks like cold hard world of cold hard cash keeps me needing to work for a living, and has made me a cold hard man.
Speaking of which, looks like me and my girl are broken up for more or less good. Which is weird, because I think deep down we both want to stay together. But it's just gotten to be too much work. She's tired of asking "Do you love me?" And when I respond positively, I'm tired of hearing "I don't believe you" or "don't say that to me" or "how dare you say that" or "you haven't loved me for a long time."
This kind of shit used to tear me up. Thought I'd always remain a romantic. But looks like cold hard world of cold hard cash keeps me needing to work for a living, and has made me a cold hard man.