Thank you so much for all your support on my last post, i was kind of desperated, maybe i was overreacting as most of you know, but, i was feeling really bad and i needed to take it out in someway. Thank you, really, thank you!
Well.. my birthday came and left. it was a nice birthday, i recieved tons of presents, from different people, it's not that i really care about presents, cause in fact i'm not materialistic at all, but it's nice receiving them.
I got a lovely purse and a bracelet from my mom, A mixed cd (a really nice and special one), a kitty plushie (i love kitten stuff) and a hand-drawn Rolling Stones T-shirt from a friend.
But the most special two presents are, one from a very very close friend. Not long ago we used to be in love with each other, deeply in love, but now we're just very good friends. He sent me a Rolling Stones T-shirt (yeah, another, but this one is from a store) a nice letter and a partiture. Yeah, a partiture. Once i read the letter i understood that since he's a musician, he compose a piano sonata for me. The name is "For Eliza" Piano Sonata No.1 in A minor. Yeah, i know it sounds Beethoven-ish, but Eliza is the short of my real name () so it's really special. I'm not in love with him anymore, but it felt good listening it.
ferretbite asked me if that was me (referring to the one playing) once i showed him the video, i said no, but he said that in someway it was me, cause that's the way he's perceiving me. It's nice knowing i'm being seen as something this beautiful
And, the second wonderful present comes from an illustrator girlfriend i have. She's amazingly talented, and i love her so much. I admire her, I admire everything she does, her technique, her style, everything she does is just wonderful. Her name is Liester, i believe she's somewhat famous at the DeviantART community of illustrators, and you can check her artwork here. Well, the thing is that i have this fascination with me being drawn, i have a lot of friends painters and artists of such a nature, but none of them had agreed to drawn me/paint me (i don't know why, they say i'm hard to capture). Until now two friends gave me two different drawing about me, and Liester gave me a beautiful one as my birthday present. i'm happy.
So, this is me. The Apple-skull tattoo doesn't actually exist, but it may on the future.
So, that was it, thank you all, thank you so much for you sweet and loving messages You make me so happy, and thank you dawg2... thank so much.
it was a nice birthday, i recieved tons of presents, from different people, it's not that i really care about presents, cause in fact i'm not materialistic at all, but it's nice receiving them. 
he is kinda still in love with you...
Adems edoy efedbo y do buedo bendar gon glarid