kottonkandy

ok well i just thought i'd write cause i feel like fucking shit right now. i hate girls so bad. i hate them. all of them. so some bitch decided that it would be super cool to message me about that guy that i've been talking to and now i can't stop thinking about it. she messaged me about all kinds of stuff that he used to say to her and now its in my head. i like that guy a lot and i know i shouldn't let some idiot, jealous cunt mess things up...but i can't get it out of my head. i just don't understand why someone would go through the trouble of messaging me just to hurt my feelings. i'm already bipolar, with severe anxiety...really thanks bitch. super. way to make me fucking want to give up on everything.

i'm not sure what to think about things. i hate it. i hate this. i hate doubting people that i care about. and i mean she's his ex, so of course that bitch has something to say. and it's completely childish that she decided to join suicide girls just to stalk me and him. i'm just really upset and irritated and i don't know who to believe. i should just fucking forget about relationships all together. everything i touch turns to shit.



oh, and if you're reading this...please quit stalking me...its really rude and obnoxious. sorry that he broke up with you, but please leave me alone. i win, you lose. thanks.