sorry i've been such a debby downer lately. god old bipolar disorder is really kicking my ass right now.
mum might have lung disease. she won't find out for sure until the 5th. she had to go in for some tests today. she wanted me to go with her, but i couldn't. i had to go to class. i can't miss ANY more classes this quarter or else I fail the course. sweet. i just feel like school and this shit with my mum is really getting to me. i wish there were time for a break, i just need some time to clear my head. i guess i just feel like so much is happening at once and i'm drowning in it.
oh, and today is the 9 year anniversary of my grandma's death. i've been having a sense of homelessness all day and it just clicked why. man, i feel so lonely right now.
mum might have lung disease. she won't find out for sure until the 5th. she had to go in for some tests today. she wanted me to go with her, but i couldn't. i had to go to class. i can't miss ANY more classes this quarter or else I fail the course. sweet. i just feel like school and this shit with my mum is really getting to me. i wish there were time for a break, i just need some time to clear my head. i guess i just feel like so much is happening at once and i'm drowning in it.
oh, and today is the 9 year anniversary of my grandma's death. i've been having a sense of homelessness all day and it just clicked why. man, i feel so lonely right now.
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