Sunday Dec 18, 2011

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Man it seems like everything is going so great, I know there has to be something bad coming. The good never lasts that long. And these past 2 days have been it. My boo didn't message me except once at 1130am. I am fucking pissed. Don't do that shit to me. I put everything that I have into my relationship. Why would I deserve to feel like nothing to you? Why do I deserve to sit around and just be angry? I feel like my feelings aren't even considered. Do you even think about how it would feel? He only has 2 weeks to get his shit figured out. If shit doesn't change, I'm OUT!! But then when I think about it, I feel like I have given so many chances. This shit drives me crazy. Why do I have such an addiction to him?
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knives2meatyou:
Ride that going great wave as long as you can - you're right, nothing lasts forever (or nearly long enough). If you've given the guy a deadline don't sweat it until the deadline. You can waste an awful lot of energy stressing on what MIGHT happen or what COULD or SHOULD happen. Just enjoy the positiveness (word?) of the moment and let things develop. Of course, if you've given him multiple chances in the past and he doesn't come through this time you need to stick to your guns and if necessary move on. Life really does go on and you'll survive and who knows, maybe even be a lot happier without all the drama.

Just remember, if you set a deadline and then let him ignore it you have set a pattern and he will never feel he needs to get his shit together. You want him forever the way he is right now? I think not. Don't turn this relationship into a one-sided affair. Addicts aren't really a whole lot of fun to hang around with - you want to turn into that?
korona:
thanks guys

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