korona

There are some times when I cannot find words. What I want to say or even how to express how I am feeling. UGH! I feel like I have been so emotional lately. I can feel myself choke up for everything. It only happens when I'm home alone, just watching TV. I felt it while watching the Amazing Race. This makes no sense to me. I don't understand myself right now I guess. Maybe it is because I'm about to be out of the Army and Hawaii in 2 months, or that all of my friends and the love of my life are deploying to Afghan in less than a month now. It is gonna be such a big change in my life, I don't even know what I'm gonna do. I can't imagine myself not working. Just to be sitting at home for months.... eh... Gonna be a pretty crazy life soon!

Good night from me and Beamer