i have these days when all the other girls look so much prettier and hotter and fresher than i. not that it would be a competition. but it's still unfair.
you're just not being fair to yourself. you're delightfully beautiful and i know i'm just another voice (words?) saying so - so i'm going to tell you something different. the feeling you've expressed is well, practically universal. you probably know that too. we want not to compete but we can't help but compare ourselves. that's the shit part. the difficult part. the part where we come into conflict with ourselves because it is natural to compare and it is just as natural to seek a vision and confidence in one's self that is not at all dependent on what others think. so, at least for me, (and i can only speak for myself obviously) that conflict is the painful part.
that's all i have to say about that.
Oikein hyv ja rauhaisaa joulua!