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Or should I say, what is'nt?
I've grown up with the notion that at the center of everything is an infinite field of positive energy - a Personality
I'm kind of attracted to that - but it also leads to anxiety, and the urge/need to construct a personality of your own
the idea that at the center of everything is a Nirvana of non-being is mind altering and exciting to conceive of - and profoundly soothing
I don't know what to think - I'm still muddling through it