korento

What is, may I ask?
Or should I say, what is'nt?

I'm reading a Buddhist inspired book on breath meditation - and I'm drawn to these simple strippedbare modes of knowing

I've grown up with the notion that at the center of everything is an infinite field of positive energy - a Personality

I'm kind of attracted to that - but it also leads to anxiety, and the urge/need to construct a personality of your own

the idea that at the center of everything is a Nirvana of non-being is mind altering and exciting to conceive of - and profoundly soothing

I don't know what to think - I'm still muddling through it