Going to the heart clinic so they can run some tests on my heart today. The anxiety has been kicking my ass these past few days. I am pretty sure they won’t find anything wrong though. My mind keeps coming with the what if’s.. It’s rough cause I really can’t tell people in my family because they are all nervous wrecks. Especially my mom, god that would be a nightmare lol
I’ve kept telling myself that they won’t find anything. Not even a heart lol. I did notice something funny these past few days. I seem to find the most depressingly beautiful music when I feel like this 😂. And of course I listen to it obsessively. The latest song is
Super morbid, I know. It really is a powerful song though. Oh well, wish me luck! Stay happy and lovely people (:
