Man. I can't stand having emotions. They are so fucking annoying.
Went and saw the SG show here in Denver the other night. Fucking awesome! The opening band (can't remember thier name, since I don't have the CD here with me - something like Yu ho mi she she, or something) BLEW THE FUCK OFFA THE ROOF. There's something about a band that you are wanting to squeeze because of extreme cuteness one moment then moshing to them the next. What a treat!
Oh, yeah the boobies were great too. The new girl, Rita (I beleive) was SMOKIN'! SO can't wait for that photoset.
I went with my good buddy Matt and my ExGF. That was brutal. I'm so not over her yet. Just what the fuck is the ratio I'm looking for? Is it 4 years in love = 4 weeks of feeling like smegma?
Fuck. It's tearing me the fuck up.
I told her last night that I couldn't really be friends with her anymore. It's just too painfull. As much as I resented her and fought with her while we were together, I just can't let go. I really wish I could hate her, but It's impossible. Beleive me, I've tried.
It would probably be easier if I had some closer friends (emotionally and geographically), but after 4 years of dedicating my life to her, I'm pretty much left with nothing.
On the bright side, I'm learning to like being single again. It's nice to eat what the fuck I want when the fuck I want it for dinner. I can come home for work and not have to worry about how to entertain ourselves. It's liberating and frightening at the same time.
I haven't dated, flirted (well...), touched, kissed or fucked anybody else in 5 years. That's also super-exciting and super-scary. I can't wait, but I'll prolly
on whoever the unlucky girl is. Any takers? That's gotta be SOMEBODY'S fantasy!
Alright, Rita, get that photoset up. I've got one more slot in my faves, and it's got your name written on it, girl.
Went and saw the SG show here in Denver the other night. Fucking awesome! The opening band (can't remember thier name, since I don't have the CD here with me - something like Yu ho mi she she, or something) BLEW THE FUCK OFFA THE ROOF. There's something about a band that you are wanting to squeeze because of extreme cuteness one moment then moshing to them the next. What a treat!
Oh, yeah the boobies were great too. The new girl, Rita (I beleive) was SMOKIN'! SO can't wait for that photoset.
I went with my good buddy Matt and my ExGF. That was brutal. I'm so not over her yet. Just what the fuck is the ratio I'm looking for? Is it 4 years in love = 4 weeks of feeling like smegma?
Fuck. It's tearing me the fuck up.
I told her last night that I couldn't really be friends with her anymore. It's just too painfull. As much as I resented her and fought with her while we were together, I just can't let go. I really wish I could hate her, but It's impossible. Beleive me, I've tried.
It would probably be easier if I had some closer friends (emotionally and geographically), but after 4 years of dedicating my life to her, I'm pretty much left with nothing.
On the bright side, I'm learning to like being single again. It's nice to eat what the fuck I want when the fuck I want it for dinner. I can come home for work and not have to worry about how to entertain ourselves. It's liberating and frightening at the same time.
I haven't dated, flirted (well...), touched, kissed or fucked anybody else in 5 years. That's also super-exciting and super-scary. I can't wait, but I'll prolly
on whoever the unlucky girl is. Any takers? That's gotta be SOMEBODY'S fantasy!
Alright, Rita, get that photoset up. I've got one more slot in my faves, and it's got your name written on it, girl.
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