kombucha

its sunday morning at 2:58 as everyone seems to be goin to bed round bout now, it seems that ive only just woke up, i never seem to know what to write in these things thats why if you look at my livejournal you will see that its close to bare, it may be because i lead such an uneventful life, its seems i wake, go to college, work, and sleep only to do this again and again for the rest of the wk, althought a wk off will be nice but im not quite sure what to do with myself. spend a wk online just looking at the lush material on here? or actually engage in real conversations rather than hrs of msn with numerous typos talking about random crap?. it seems i always say the same things but to different people. Anyway i have work at 12 later on and im not tired quite yet but im sure it will soon hit me, cud b cuz ive had a couple of hours sleep and woke up only to go back online. indeed im sad. ive been making a little banner to put on my livejournal etc because i applied to be a suicidegirl and i have my photoshoot on monday and im just whoring myself out until i get on this site damnit..if i ever do? *waits patiently* but i fear that the name i chose will get swiped from under my nose and used before i even get on the site, anyway enough about that. As i was saying monday i have a photoshoot at around 11am in a field with hardly anything on in the delights of the typical english weather, Another fear of mine is the chance of a random person walking their dog is quite high and indeed i may get a tad embarressed.. im actually quite nervous ive been working out loads for the past couple of weeks n still my confidence is quite low, the responce from the peeps on here has been overwelming and i really appreciate how nice you all are, but hmm im still wondering whether SG will actually accept me set....
we will have to wait n see huh? .............