Alright...I guess I'll talk about "Janet." I'm gonna call her that b/c she's played Janet in our cast until recently. Anyhoo, ever since I first met her, I was drawn to her. She's cute as hell, but that's not quite it...She's just got something about her that fascinates me.
She has a loyal boyfriend who doesn't believe in sharing.
She enjoys my company and wouldn't mind hooking up with me, given the chance. When her bf isn't around she has no problem touching or cuddling with me and our cast either doesn't notice anything special or doesn't care (considering they kept it quiet when I cheated on my gf with a girl at a cast party). When her bf is around, she plays it bogart and thusly becomes frustrating.
What was particularly frustrating was that until recently, I didn't know if she did this to tease me or if she was genuine. She enjoys my presence, considers me a friend, would like to fool around, and finally, she trusts me b/c I know her biggest secret, she knows that even if we never mention it, that I know and am okay with it.
We've both come so close to deciding to cheat on our signifigant others just to be each other. It's just that the situation hasn't provided for that. I live with my 'rents and she lives with her bf.
This is a nicely complicated situation, especially since I'm going to go Contra Dancing with her (it's supposed to be like Celtic square dancing). Her bf has bad ankles and is overweight so he gets tired easily, so he can't really go anyway, but I just feel funny because it's such a boyfriend role to dance with someone. Especially to me, I've never danced with anyone really, b/c I consider it something kinda romantic , reserved for lovers (I've never felt devoted enough to someone when the situation's come up)
Should I take the moral high road and refuse to let her hurt her boyfriend? Yes, I know. Do I particularly care? Not really. Is this just me being selfish b/c I'd love to touch her, let alone fuck her? Not really. I don't want her to hurt her bf, but at the same time, I just can't find a source of guilt in all this. It's a curse not being able to feel guilt when you know you're supposed to. She's sort of in the same boat. She has no moral qualms with the situation, her bf is just a good loyal guy and hasn't earned the pain. He just isn't open to sharing like she wishes he would be.
She has a loyal boyfriend who doesn't believe in sharing.
She enjoys my company and wouldn't mind hooking up with me, given the chance. When her bf isn't around she has no problem touching or cuddling with me and our cast either doesn't notice anything special or doesn't care (considering they kept it quiet when I cheated on my gf with a girl at a cast party). When her bf is around, she plays it bogart and thusly becomes frustrating.
What was particularly frustrating was that until recently, I didn't know if she did this to tease me or if she was genuine. She enjoys my presence, considers me a friend, would like to fool around, and finally, she trusts me b/c I know her biggest secret, she knows that even if we never mention it, that I know and am okay with it.
We've both come so close to deciding to cheat on our signifigant others just to be each other. It's just that the situation hasn't provided for that. I live with my 'rents and she lives with her bf.
This is a nicely complicated situation, especially since I'm going to go Contra Dancing with her (it's supposed to be like Celtic square dancing). Her bf has bad ankles and is overweight so he gets tired easily, so he can't really go anyway, but I just feel funny because it's such a boyfriend role to dance with someone. Especially to me, I've never danced with anyone really, b/c I consider it something kinda romantic , reserved for lovers (I've never felt devoted enough to someone when the situation's come up)
Should I take the moral high road and refuse to let her hurt her boyfriend? Yes, I know. Do I particularly care? Not really. Is this just me being selfish b/c I'd love to touch her, let alone fuck her? Not really. I don't want her to hurt her bf, but at the same time, I just can't find a source of guilt in all this. It's a curse not being able to feel guilt when you know you're supposed to. She's sort of in the same boat. She has no moral qualms with the situation, her bf is just a good loyal guy and hasn't earned the pain. He just isn't open to sharing like she wishes he would be.
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i say, enjoy it if you have the opportunity
naughty, naughty