Well, last night I actually had the guts to go up and talk to a girl who I found attractive and who seemed to be interested in me. Though I'm bad at determining intentions from a look when it comes to romance.
I also went to Gamestop and had a fun discovery: The girl there I was crushin on for awhile and even got the guts to ask out is back. She's a very attractive girl, an anime geek, and into cosplay as guys...and if you want an idea of what she looks like, she looks quite a bit like Flux, but with a tougher look. What intrigues me about her though is that I can't read her at all. I can't feel what she likes, dislikes, or any of her emotions. She's a complete enigma to me. Now I have to decide to try again and see if something starts with her or if I should ignore how strongly I'm drawn to her.
(Edited to add: OH! I finally got my own copy of Johnny the Homicidal Maniac!!!)
Added on 8-29
Now, I don't like changing my journal before anyone even gets a chance to read it, and I had a hell of a night last night, so I figure I'll just add the story on to it.
A local coffee house decided to do Halloween in August (a follow up to his Mary Kate and Ashley Turn 18 party last June). I thought, what the hell, I'll go. Turned out to be more fun than I though. I got to be leashed for awhile, even shackled when I made the mistake of putting my handcuffs next to the leash in such a way that the girl wrapped it around the handcuff chain....
Anyhoo, there was an afterparty at the Oklahoma Fetish Factory (a place that's come highly recommended from a couple of friends, though I wasn't that impressed) that was open to people with VIP passes they were handing out. I decided to go and it was kinda interesting, I was mostly bored. Found out what a Violet Wand feels like, got to see some stuff (nothing I hadn't seen before, really.)...but here the part where it gets fun. There was a guy there I've seen at the coffee house before and he was looking bored so I asked what was wrong. He said he felt out of place, all these straight people having fun that he couldn't really enjoy. Sooooo...I decided to make sure he enjoyed himself. We started making out on a couch in one of the rooms than moved on to the harem room where things got more interesting...especially because there's no door on the room or anything. I must say that performing oral on a guy when people could be watching (I couldn't see around, though I know there was only a couple of people even interested in seeing it) was quite fun. What made the night funny though was that we're laying there, shirts off, making out and stuff and a friend of his comes in asking for a cigarette, like we were just playing checkers or something. It ended after things got to late and a girl who had been in the room earlier came in looking for her bra (it's hard to help look when you're trying to keep your pants up.). Finally there was the fact that as soon as I walk out of the room, the first person I lay eyes on is a guy I've traded jokes and insults with. That was embarrassing only for the fact that I expected him to crack jokes....So, tired, I finally got home at about 5 am this morning...The night started kinda weak, but got better quick and I may just go back to that club.
Oh, and I also proved my cred for being members of several groups I'm in: Voyeurs and Exhibitionists, Slutpride, Cockaholics, and (technically) SGLGBTQ and SGOK (It was in Tulsa!)
I also went to Gamestop and had a fun discovery: The girl there I was crushin on for awhile and even got the guts to ask out is back. She's a very attractive girl, an anime geek, and into cosplay as guys...and if you want an idea of what she looks like, she looks quite a bit like Flux, but with a tougher look. What intrigues me about her though is that I can't read her at all. I can't feel what she likes, dislikes, or any of her emotions. She's a complete enigma to me. Now I have to decide to try again and see if something starts with her or if I should ignore how strongly I'm drawn to her.
(Edited to add: OH! I finally got my own copy of Johnny the Homicidal Maniac!!!)
Added on 8-29
Now, I don't like changing my journal before anyone even gets a chance to read it, and I had a hell of a night last night, so I figure I'll just add the story on to it.
A local coffee house decided to do Halloween in August (a follow up to his Mary Kate and Ashley Turn 18 party last June). I thought, what the hell, I'll go. Turned out to be more fun than I though. I got to be leashed for awhile, even shackled when I made the mistake of putting my handcuffs next to the leash in such a way that the girl wrapped it around the handcuff chain....
Anyhoo, there was an afterparty at the Oklahoma Fetish Factory (a place that's come highly recommended from a couple of friends, though I wasn't that impressed) that was open to people with VIP passes they were handing out. I decided to go and it was kinda interesting, I was mostly bored. Found out what a Violet Wand feels like, got to see some stuff (nothing I hadn't seen before, really.)...but here the part where it gets fun. There was a guy there I've seen at the coffee house before and he was looking bored so I asked what was wrong. He said he felt out of place, all these straight people having fun that he couldn't really enjoy. Sooooo...I decided to make sure he enjoyed himself. We started making out on a couch in one of the rooms than moved on to the harem room where things got more interesting...especially because there's no door on the room or anything. I must say that performing oral on a guy when people could be watching (I couldn't see around, though I know there was only a couple of people even interested in seeing it) was quite fun. What made the night funny though was that we're laying there, shirts off, making out and stuff and a friend of his comes in asking for a cigarette, like we were just playing checkers or something. It ended after things got to late and a girl who had been in the room earlier came in looking for her bra (it's hard to help look when you're trying to keep your pants up.). Finally there was the fact that as soon as I walk out of the room, the first person I lay eyes on is a guy I've traded jokes and insults with. That was embarrassing only for the fact that I expected him to crack jokes....So, tired, I finally got home at about 5 am this morning...The night started kinda weak, but got better quick and I may just go back to that club.
Oh, and I also proved my cred for being members of several groups I'm in: Voyeurs and Exhibitionists, Slutpride, Cockaholics, and (technically) SGLGBTQ and SGOK (It was in Tulsa!)
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sarcasticmenace:
Looks like we both had fun on Saturday night. It's about time, huh? 
1983boy:
Go you, making out with boys is fucking rad!