kolic

So I'm probably going to go to the first fetish party I've been to in almost 2 years. It's pending me getting $5 for the door. I'm nervous as hell about it because the fetish scene here in Tulsa seems tiny which means there's a chance I might run into my ex-fiance. There is no word other than hatred to state how I feel about her, so the idea of running into her troubles me. I also don't know if I'll find anything/anyone there to interest me. I'm tempted not to go at all, but I figured I should force myself.