First off, Grr and argh for blisters from playing guitar. Not fun.
I got to go to my nephew's first little league game yesterday. He did pretty good. The kids really don't know what they're doing, but they're young and stuff, so it's really just funny. Billy knows what he does wrong and admits it and wants to get better. He's not very aware, so if he gets the ball and the coaches don't tell him what to do, he gets nervous. Also made me realize that I missed baseball. I wouldn't mind going to some batting cages or something soon. Hell, if there were one of those adult fun baseball leagues, I might look into it. If my knees and shins are going to turn to shit, I might as well get what I can out of them.
Work is a serious pain in my ass right now. Seems like every time I turn around I'm getting bitched at for one stupid minor thing or another. And the downtown manager doesn't seem to realize that I can't be as good as her regular guys because they have lots of experience doing exactly what these corporate regulars want and I don't. What's worse is that there is evidently some bit of rumor that I may get moved there permanently which is saves me gas AND the store is less busy, but I honestly like the Broken Arrow store more. I like the customers I work with there better and I like my co-workers more and I like the type of jobs I do.
My knees and shins btw...Yeah they're being tons of fun for some reason. By all accounts, I get shin splints at work and I get them pretty easy. My knees are also really tense and walking up and down stairs can be painful. I don't know if there's something wrong with them or if it's just something to do with my general lack of proper nutrition or what. I'm wondering if all my little aches and pains as of late just are due to my stress level and my muscles are really tense. I mean...they're always tense, I'm the guy who never physically relaxes, but there is degrees of it. So maybe a massage would do me a world of good if I could actually relax into the person's hands. So masseuses are out, since I can't relax with strangers.
Anyway, I know this was all generally bitchy, but c'est la vie. I think I might get shit-faced drunk. If I had some weed, I'd get stoned. I need an distraction. As much as I hate to admit it, I still have a lot of baggage and pain I'm trying to get over. Not having money to go out and meet new people doesn't help.
Oh...and I think I'm going to go for boys for a bit in regards to dating. If I happen to fall for a girl, so be it, but I'm not going to actively search one out or if I get the chance to get laid with a girl...but otherwise? I'm sick of them. And I'm not ready to trust one again.
I got to go to my nephew's first little league game yesterday. He did pretty good. The kids really don't know what they're doing, but they're young and stuff, so it's really just funny. Billy knows what he does wrong and admits it and wants to get better. He's not very aware, so if he gets the ball and the coaches don't tell him what to do, he gets nervous. Also made me realize that I missed baseball. I wouldn't mind going to some batting cages or something soon. Hell, if there were one of those adult fun baseball leagues, I might look into it. If my knees and shins are going to turn to shit, I might as well get what I can out of them.
Work is a serious pain in my ass right now. Seems like every time I turn around I'm getting bitched at for one stupid minor thing or another. And the downtown manager doesn't seem to realize that I can't be as good as her regular guys because they have lots of experience doing exactly what these corporate regulars want and I don't. What's worse is that there is evidently some bit of rumor that I may get moved there permanently which is saves me gas AND the store is less busy, but I honestly like the Broken Arrow store more. I like the customers I work with there better and I like my co-workers more and I like the type of jobs I do.
My knees and shins btw...Yeah they're being tons of fun for some reason. By all accounts, I get shin splints at work and I get them pretty easy. My knees are also really tense and walking up and down stairs can be painful. I don't know if there's something wrong with them or if it's just something to do with my general lack of proper nutrition or what. I'm wondering if all my little aches and pains as of late just are due to my stress level and my muscles are really tense. I mean...they're always tense, I'm the guy who never physically relaxes, but there is degrees of it. So maybe a massage would do me a world of good if I could actually relax into the person's hands. So masseuses are out, since I can't relax with strangers.
Anyway, I know this was all generally bitchy, but c'est la vie. I think I might get shit-faced drunk. If I had some weed, I'd get stoned. I need an distraction. As much as I hate to admit it, I still have a lot of baggage and pain I'm trying to get over. Not having money to go out and meet new people doesn't help.
Oh...and I think I'm going to go for boys for a bit in regards to dating. If I happen to fall for a girl, so be it, but I'm not going to actively search one out or if I get the chance to get laid with a girl...but otherwise? I'm sick of them. And I'm not ready to trust one again.